i have been suffering form this problem from past 6 yrs.

when i was 14 yrs old, i felt that my lower lips is little bit black. i was very fascinating by pink lips so i was rubbing it very harshly to turn it in to pink color.
while rubbing i was felt very pain then too i wanted to make my lips pink, pink, only pink. so i used to rub it regularly for some years when i reached to 18 yrs i lost my lips moisturizing, it was completely dry and it used to parch daily, there is no smoothness on my lower lips. it is very harsh like dried leaves. and when ever i apply any vasaleen or any moisturizing cream it used to become very thick and like wet bread. and suddenly it used to depart that wet skin out form my lips, again when it comes out my lips looks very reddish inside the lower lips. and it is very different form upper lips, there is no smoothness at all. there is no moisturizing layer on my lips, the sensitive part of my lips has gone has gone i am feeling like crying it used to happen every day, every time, i cannot open my mouth widely, i cannot laugh with any body else, i cannot mingle with my friends properly, i cannot speak with any body by keeping eye contact. i cannot enjoy my life. i lost my moisturizing part of my lips. please help me in getting back my lips

now i am is 21 yrs old.

and my parents and my family members are unaware of my problems.

they are searching for boy for me. i have to marry in this year December 2008.

I don't know how to leave my married life with this harsh parching, dried lips.

Please help me

looking forward for your help.

please my my lips tension free.

i tried it for a few months, the peeling stopped in a week but it wasnt worth it, it made my lips feel so uncomfortable that i stopped using it, they always burned, and just felt weird, i cant explain it but far from normal