I have just read a few things here, out of curiosity of what's said in this thread. So even though I'm really here for the natural health stuff, I had to stop and tell you; you know more than you give yourself credit for. More than people you are asking things of. Your eyes are being opened, possibly. Pray for them to be opened fully and for them to stay that way. Be willing to talk to people about the bible, and if what they say doesn't coincide fully with the bible, move on. You're on the right track.