Another Resetting of the clock, but progress noted

Date:   4/26/2007 4:20:12 PM ( 17 y ago)

Since my last triumphant post, I've had some ups and downs. On the good side, its been two weeks without coffee and caffiene. This is really positive for me. I also have not bought any cigarettes, though i have smoked a few over the last few days running. Well, I'm regrouping on that one. Also, and concurrently, I had some beers a couple of nights over the week (I've got the week off from work.) So those two things really played into eachother.

I must admit I would rather not have smoked or drank beer at all. I would prefer to report 3 solid weeks of excellent discipline. However, my habits are changing toward the correct goal. Also I am doing things I hadn't really done in the past like I've been cleaning a lot and being very thorough with it. Also meeting some people socially, which I haven't done much of for some time. Also I am much more positive and have better perspective. So overall, the movement is in the right direction.

Nevertheless, I will be pleased to have 1 maybe 2 months straight of 100% compliance to the New West Diet. The clock starts again, though, with progress noted.

What I aim for now is a state of domestic and personal cleanliness and organization. I've long dreamed of penning a novel or book but I've had many wonderful and some not so wonderful experiences of life that have drawn me away from that endeavor. Now that I am in the process of improvement, I think that I can improve my chances of writing a book by being more organized. See, I have accumulated a vast array of knowledge, books, articles, web sites, print outs, maps, etc. I have so much of this stuff I don't even remember it all. So, I will be pleased to organize all this material into something more library like. That is the "real world, non-body" goal I have to help me re-direct cravings, old habits, and so on.

 

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