Wish I could take back this day.

Date:   2/4/2006 11:52:20 PM ( 18 y ago)

From an Email I received this evening:

"Always keep your words soft and sweet
just in case you have to eat them."
---Anonymous; read in Living Nutrition Magazine,
'Volume 16 2004, page 84



Wish I could take this day back.
set my Trust levels back about
about four months
communicating on a day when
I was could have come out of an emotional tailpin
if I had trusted more in myself.

My foundation has been
feeling unsettled where I live.
It has made me feel extra needy,
wanting to ensure.

I leaned too strongly on my best friend
during the last days, wanting
when was needed was allowing
and just lettting it be.

The truth's I spoke today
to her were coming from a place
of obsessiveness, a wanting to grab
on to something, onto a precious
and delicate love that exists
moment by moment.

Forgive me, kind universe.

My Inner Lover is what I need now
and a remembering of my own strength.

Sometimes it best to go in, not out
when we need support.

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