I have been running for weeks,
maybe months to regain my sanity.

This was the most difficult of winters.

I built up my strength and expanded
again some of the kernel of my strength
through positive interactions at outside events.

This culminated with the annual Passover Village
retreat that I do.

Today has not gone as I anticipated.
I thought I would have a day to relax
and feel into my body.

I find myself quaking inside
looking around at my personal space,
and a backporch with baskets topsy turvy
and a lot of deep needs for help.

I have been helping a lot lately,
that was my intention.

I have also been getting support in recent
weeks to befriend the dark.

On gain solice from a series of meditations this
time of year through a book called
"A Journey of Awakening," by Rabbi Ted Falcon.

This year, a bit of the intentions are online.

http://www.rabbitedfalcon.com/49-days-of-intentions/



According to this map of consciousness that follows
the Kabbalah, tonight at dark starts the beginning
of the second week.







 

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