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The Night Before The Beginning of Change
I'm GOING TO CLEANSE! More specifically, I'm going to MASTER CLEANSE!
Date: 3/29/2005 9:22:19 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 3540 times It is 10:02 p.m. and I am sitting here, smoking cigarettes, drinking a 24 oz. coffee, and just feeling sorry for myself. I'm so tired, so weary of life, and you know what? I'm sick of it! I'm 21 years old, the mother of a beautiful baby girl (14 months old)and there is supposedly so much life ahead of me. I have to get better to take care of my baby Jessie.
Forgive my random writing style, my head is so cluttered and I've been under the most severe stress. People used to say I had "potential", but what is the use in this potential if I never use it? So that is why I'm here. I'm sick of feeling 42 when I'm 21--I've educated myself so much on the ways of natural health, and there is NO EXCUSE for me not applying it. So I've spent about $50 on the internet on supplies for the Master Cleanse, which seems like a logical program, with the potential to help me on my way to becoming the person I've always wanted to be. I expect the supplies to be here in a couple of days, at the latest (I hope) by Monday, and I WILL DO this cleanse, at LEAST for 14 days. Until then I will prepare.
Tomorrow I will wake up and completely give up the cigarettes and coffee and processed foods. It's raw foods all the way until my Master Cleanse items arrive. But I need suport....I beg for it from all of you reading this. And I promise to support you too. If any of you out there are like me, sick of being sick, and tired of being depressed, just join me. We can do it, we MUST do it, because things have got to change.
There will be more to come, probably tomorrow, because I think I am going to need this! Whether anyone reads what I write or not. And when I write tomorrow, I will do so less fatigued and more energetic and the material will be so much better! Good night all!
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