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Fighting 4 New Life
Going through Stuck Energy.
There are some things I would like to
save for Historic Purposes. What
does The Basement represent?
Date: 8/14/2007 10:38:37 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1189 times 8:11 AM
August 14, 07
Strong dreams of retrayal all night long.
I was playing different roles,
sometimes the pertitrator, sometimes the victim.
Extremely uncomfortable and disturbing dreams
that seemed to go on again and again.
Senstations and images of little support.
Twin Soul was in one of the dreams.
There were a lot of us in a house in some
kind of a slumber party.
She was in a protective mode, covered
with mosquito netting.
She was not available, or willing to share
comfort.
Went to accupuncture yesterday,
a lovely intern. She was from Persia,
a land of ripe mulberries. Others know
it as Iran.
"What is your main focus?"
she asks is kinder words than that.
I started by saying sweet feminine energy.
I have not been able to give too much of that to myself
these recent weeks, but felt better after
the PCOM graduation on Sunday. About 100 grads were
filled with Chi. I saw some of it through my lens
and that was uplifting.
I better light a candle, and create sacred space.
I want to be more sensitive to what I manishly through out.
Here are my choices:
There is No more room in my office. None.
Every shelf is filled with notebooks with various
unfinished writing projects that go back to 1999,
not counting a disrespected stack of completed
one of a kind books that I have written.
I have already moved lots of organized plastic
containers to the couch in the living room.
The roommates have given me a lot of space
but I need to get that stuff out of the Living Room
and down to a conscious space in the Basement.
The Basement: Karen Kingston says,
" [Some Edits here:]
Your Basement symbolizes your past and subconscious mind.
A cluttered Basment symbolizes issues from the past
not dealt with, often very weighty issues, (People
tend to put their heaviest junk in the basement).
The length of time it has been down there will tell you
you have been putting off dealing with
what is symbolically buried in the stuff
--and remember to add the period of time
it wasn't it wasn't being used before it got
relegated to the basement.
My shelves down there are
filled with cardboard file boxes,
some from the 80's.
I took one dirty box out and it had
some copies of writings for Dr. Jensen
in file folders showing the old Hidden Valley
Health Ranch.
I need Space
Space to put the plastic containers
that are in the Living Room.
Saturday night
while some here went to a party,
I was repeatingly playing Chants of the Hebrews
by Gila down there and dumping out papers
for another box or two.
I am throwing out the History of the New Age,
or more precisely, my participation in it.
One Program from the Whole Life Expo is
bothering me now. I will see if I can retrieve
it and at least make an upload of the page
that shows my participation.
I started the Closing Ceremonies.
These were highlights of the three day shows
for many. The Shows kept going more and more
commercial. The Closing Ceremonies acknowledged
the purity of why we gathered. They had no Pricetag.
That program I threw away had pictures
of the MC's. In those days, we honored the speakers
with intros. Barbara DeAngelis was one of the M.C.'s
for that show, and also my dear friend Stephen Longfellow Fiske.
I was another of the M.C.'s
Shirin Strauss was the Program Director and also
ran the Whole Life Magazine.
We have two guests here now.
The woman is 34 and the man 21.
He is an Indigo/Crystal.
He was helping me remove mold Saturday morning
and could not keep from opening the books
that he was dusting.
Half of those books I threw out. They had mildew
and likely spores for who knows what.
I was talking about entering the Third part
of my life, 60-90. Who knows how far I will get.
Dr. Jensen, my spiritual father, reached his pinnacle
between 67-87. We hadn't even met when he was 60.
At accupuncture, everyone was commenting that
I looked closer to my late 40's or 50's.
Scorpio was ready to put me out to pasture.
I do not want to throw my years between 30-60 away
without some thought and acknowledging what was given.
I did not become a doctor, lawyer or Indian Chief.
I Served to hold the Space for the those Indigo/Crystal
Kids that are here now.
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For a number of years, I have gazed into the Basement
and realized it was a Herculean Task.
Truly.
I did not have the energy to take this on.
This past Spring of the Year of the Pig, a time
of Blessing and Opportunity, was a time of great
confidence for me and going through Limits.
I felt I had the strength to take on The Basement.
I have named this a Part of the Great Earth Cleanup.
I agree with those who say that the Solution
to Global Warming will coming with more that
deciding what Lightbulb to use.
The Solution to Global Warming begins with
The Great Earth Cleanup.
Truly, our World is coming to an End.
It is coming to an End one Way or Another.
We cannot keep Cluttering up this Place
with Things we will never use if we lived
1000 years.
The Energy is very stuck from our habits and
lifestyles. I take Responsibility.
I have a list of addictions long or longer
than anyone.
Yesterday, I had a visit from two of my blood
relations. I am stunned to see how much I have
accomplished in spite of the seeming insanity
that runs through the bloodlines. We go all the
way from a Jehovah's Witness, to Ultra Right Wing
Chassidic Hungarian Rock Throwers (The Ones
in Israel who will stone you for breaking the rules of Shabbat),
to Orthodox Modern Jews, to Outcast/Renewal Hippy-Jews like
myself. We have our share of hoarders, Obsessive Compellives,
and Kids schooled on Ritalin.
___
Karen Kingston nails to a T
some of the reasons we Clutter.
I highly recommend her
book "Clear Your Clutter with Feng Shui."
I will get more into that book
here, but for now,
it is 8:37 AM, and it is
Now is the Time
for All Good Men to Come to the Aid
of their Mother Earth,
one Coffin of Stuck Energy at a time.
__
I would like to keep tabs on my progress
today.
I will light a candle down there.
We have lowered the pestilence outbreak.
The dust levels are still radical.
They are in my lungs and eyes.
I bought googles and masks yesterday
and new plastic tubs.
I am gung ho to push through it down there.
I better stop and get the masks.
This Mess was not made in a Day;
it will take more than a Day to Clear it.
I want to take photos.
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