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Strange dream
strange dream
and reflections
before approaching this day
of slowing down and getting
more cleaning and moving toward
completes.
Date: 9/20/2005 8:58:22 AM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1075 times
I was at a conference.
I was scheduled to teach
The Seven Love Cures.
I completely forgot to show up.
Then it was another time when everyone
was at a plenary.
I made an announcement
that I would teach the class for those who
showed up and wanted to attend.
The room was full.
I announced i would continue to teach
the class at another location because I wanted
things to be sacred or I was being a perfetionist.
I made it necessary for everyone to drive a far distance
to attend the class.
It was a hardship but numbers of people came.
I am aware that i made it really difficult for people to find me
without realizing it, and now I was having an epihany
that i did this.
"O.K.," said one person, obviously very exhausted from
all this hard work that it took to get there, "I will give you
one more shot at it." She was frustrated and angry.
I realized a lot of people had been frustrated and angry
and waisted a lot of time to get there. I really made it hard
on people to get what I came to give. I was hiding
my things from the world, I could see.
When the people showed up, I realized I had prepared
in my mind to teach the Plant Your Dream class,
not the Seven Love Cures class. I did not have
all the materials to teach the class they came to attend.
Suddenly, a quote from a famous friend came into my mind,
"I cannot believe a whole generation has suffered without
your work in the world."
What does this dream mean?
Peace on Earth is intended to be the NORM here.
All the things we do are Natural Disasters
that stand in the Way. Peace will establish itself
one way or another so the NORM CAN BE FULFILLED.
MOST OF US are choosing the Natural Diaster approach.
I am also stressed I did not do more to bring the Whole
Being energy into the world. The weekend is starting to
dissolve in energy. I am disturbed that one of the people
I connected with strongly has not returned an email a number
of times. She is back in down from the mountain time.
These conferences, we come together and create this very
out of the ordinary NORMALCY from the view of what is possible
and can be the way on earth. We get a peek, that we go back
to the mundane where we are stuck in our stuff.
I have been feeling so stuck in my stuff.
I worked so very hard to move the energy yesterday.
Unless I get my Feng Shui back in my space and do some
clearing, I will not be able to anchor the peek, the glimse, the
NORM that could be here.
Angel Gabriel will help take the next step with publishing.
Unless I take this step, following cleanup, things in the world
will remain the same for me.
It is really no big deal to finish the books, "they" are saying.
The big deal is that I, you, are so distracted from carving out
and making it a priority to do the things that will create the new reality
showing up.
There are some choices this week.
the 21st is international peace day.
I see where there is a beautiful event, a walk for hope
in El Dorado Park, next Saturday.
The same day, there are major expenditures of energy
toward protesting. If all that protesting energy--the yelling and screaming
when into cleaning up and coop projects, our new reality would show up.
"they" are not swayed by our protests. Our protests only inspire them
to create better and better ways to control us...more Homeland Security
to help "them" keep us in place.
We are held in place by fear and tons of other things.
Many of us are held in check by our own stuff.
The stuff is a by-product of how the world is set up.
A child has stuff because a mother is not home. She is working.
Why is she working? "They" have it set up that if she does not work
she will not have funds to take care of the family. She is buying into
the world as they have it set up. While she is out working, the child
is developing Stuff.
I do not expect this to make sense to anyone.
Something is right about what i did yesterday staying how
and commitment to move the energy. We had our first garden
rains.
The rains are here right hear the Fall equinox.
Seeds want to be planted. I have had the experience of
putting seeds in the ground. Then rain comes within mijnutes
to water them.
I am frustrated that Nature's Original Tech is so powerful,
but I and others are not invested in it.
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