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Hungry Man
It is 1:05 PM Sunday, the final day of the Natural Products Expo West. I am waiting for a new friends to arrive, and so I am cathcing up here in the Press Room. I am having insignts about the high cost of holding on too long to a person who does not want you in the way you want them. The show ends in three hours with an outrageous teardown. Tons of food items are given away.
I have much to do in the next three hours, but I am stopping time now.
Date: 3/20/2005 3:36:16 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 979 times Dr. Bernard Jensen taught "We must take time, we haven't a moment to lose. In the Essene teachings it speaks of patience and experience. It says that between experiences, sup on patience as if it were a beverage. Go! Go! Go! leads to innervation, another message Dr. Jensen gave.
I almost missed the highlight of this day by going too fast.
I stopped at the Flower Essence Services both, Patricia Kaminshi and Richard Katz. Please look them up I do not have the link right now.
I returned to Patricia to check in about the progress of the Jensen Enchanted Garden Project, "Keeping the Dream alive!"
At the last moment of leaving, I realized that I was without all my Jensen flyers, the one about the Hidden Valley Health Ranch for sale. I stopped in my tracks. In that moment, the most
lovely woman, who was working the booth, asked me a question about Jensen.
She was a flower essence practitioner. She wore a very lovely
outfit that reminded me of a nature spirit.
Her name is Renee Teres Plasky.
Her web site is jttp://www/festiveflowers.com
I showed her one of my new designs for the Seven Love Cures.
She validated the powerful healing forces in my new designs.
It was a Rock Rose up close, a rendition of the one I have posted here on an early blog.
I took photos of Renee with a new Tiff size. The images
where powerful and captivating. I could see many of her past lives as a Goddess of many varieties. She spoke of simplicity.
I sent her to my cart to fetch the bouquet of Calli Lillies. She returned with one.
I discovered a new quality of capturing images with the Tiff format. The photos were like Michaelangelo. Pure art.
I was stunned. She is excited about coming to the Jensen tour.
She took out and callled Tom Wootton, so I could get credit for spreadign the word about the sale of the ranch.
My room bill was $289.00. I have a lot of people to reach in the next three hours, so Tom will help me pay for my room--$6.00 for each person who calls him to say they heard about the sale of the land, and the intention to keep it in the hands of someone who will continue the Jensen legacy.
I am walking around very tired and feeling very depleted.
I see where I am picking up energy from others. There are many here who are willing to share. There are many who recognize and stop me and know me. In previous years, I did them so kind deed and now it is coming home.
How did I get so depleted?
I held on too long.
I wanted to love xxx when she was asking for a change in form.
I did it to be.
The other person is the other person. We cannot change them.
We can only accept.
She no longer wanted to be lovers. The reason does not matter
when a woman tells you she no longer wants this.
I have been able to switch to friendship with many of my former
lovers, not with xxx. It simply was too whole, too complete,
too loving, to god-goddess like.
I could not setle for less, but I tried to hold on to the remnants of a love expression now gone.
I held on to the point of depletion. I held on to the point were pleasure was replaced with difficult medicine.
I have gained. I am more self loving then ever.
But oh the high cost of holding on so long. Do you?
I am in the presence of thousands upon thousands of the most
beautiful women.
I am a hungry man, but I am just appreciating how much
flowering beauty is around me.
I feel that pants on women should be outlawed.
I say that tongue in cheek, but still it reveals so much.
Last night there was salsa dancing. Unbelievable the many ways a woman's body can move.
I am a hungry man. I am tired. I am contained.
There is much too do now in the next three hours,
and Dalya Miri and her family are here.
time to go.
love from your enchanted gardener
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