a struggling teenage girl who WILL over come the hard times that she is facing.
Date: 7/10/2014 3:43:55 PM ( 8 y ) ... viewed 541 times
i have always kept notebooks were i would write all the stuff i felt or was going through. but i never let anyone see them. so this would be the first time sharing to anyone what im going through. im 16 in high school weighing 268. damn how could i have let this happen. i think back to weighing in the high 100's i would kill just to get out of the 200's. it's hard for a big person like be to have any real fun or walk in a room without being looked at. every time i try i fail. i have caught myself looking at liposuction once. i just need to buck down and lose it because no one is going to do it for me and this sad story will soon fade out. i see my sister and she looks amazing. and i see me the only one on my mom side that is just big. once i read that you can take on fat genes from your mom or dad side. if that is true god help me cause i no i get all my genes from my dad side. on his side they are big i don't want to be like this any more i know i need to not only "diet" but change my life around before i don't have one at all. in school from 3-5 grade i use to get bullied a lot now i just have become the bully putting people down be cause im down. i need to change fast.
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