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Nerves raw...concerned....
Nerves raw...concerned....
Date: 8/21/2013 7:31:33 PM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 796 times
Many things I would like to happen are falling in place today,
numbers of things.
Had a confirming talk with Keith who will pick me up at the airport
and return me there.
I was still grieving being so close to the Frey Winery and not paying a visit.
I was thinking of calling Katrina, and then Tommy her son called me.
He was welcoming the idea of flying down and driving the EG Mobile up.
He was also very open to picking me up at the NHE and bringing me to the
Winery; then bringing me back to the Santa Rosa airport on Monday.
Earlier today, the printer that was not working, is NOW working again.
I do not have to buy a new one now. The manager of HP said that I could get an upgrade at any time. The salesman was wanting to give me an upgrade.
CHECK ON THE WAY
I was feeling upset that I never received a check from one of my regulars at last year's PacSym.
I called. Everything is fine between us. I was making it up.
He liked a picture I sent. I felt I was being flippant and insincere with
his assistant last year. I brought it up. There was nothing there. Everything was fine.
He wanted a High Resolution copy of a picture I sent.
I did not know where to find it, but it magically showed up.
I am getting a little sponsorship that will help.
I called the airline. I can switch my flight to include a few days a Freys.
it will only cost me $75.00 more to switch to a few extra days.
There was even a breakthrough with N, who last night started to be willing to go to the NHE, and then, when I told her about my call with Keith, she was a bit disappointed that I would not be driving up.
I even called Mike, my mechanic to attempt to get over the feelings
that I could not trust the EG Mobile, if I wanted to drive up.
He is confident it is in good shape.
I almost want to go get a psychic reading and see what they say.
I have not been able to make the decision to shift my flight.
I laid down.
My nerves are raw.
They have not felt strong for months.
It bothers me that everything is falling into place today, but I am feeling very nervous.
That appears to be my bottom line now.
I am nervous.
I do not trust the Universe.
I do not trust that the pain on my left side will go away.
It appeared the day they did the stent for the Kidney Stone.
I have passed through a tremendous health storm for three months.
I had a breakthrough yesterday with Tiffany and the PacSym,
and it was good I called Andrew.
I am attempting to listen to my body.
I am so sorry that I do not feel like the same person who would appreciate all the good that happened today.
I have not made the decision to change the flight to extend my North Cal visit.
it is 5:21 pm. Wednesday. It would be good to go out and get some new socks and underwear, to get some new black ink 564, some new batteries for the camera.
I still need to make sure my Sandals will support me for this trip.
Going on this trip has a lot of pressure for me.
It represents showing up at a time when many things feel like they are ending in my life.
I am generally an very intuitive person with lots of Grace going for me.
Who is this person in charge now?
I do not like a fearful person in the drivers seat when my Soul belongs.
I seem to be getting the Dreams I want.
I could ever drive up there if I trusted with N.
I wanted that. Now it is possible but having more choices are not working in my favor.
A part of me wants to do things very, very simply, because every shift,
even in the direction of something I want, is making me feel nervous.
5:30 pm
PSYCHIC QUESTIONS:
Also Make the other Pizza Box....
WHAT IS THE FES FLOWER ESSENCE SERVICES REMEDY FOR WHAT I AM FEELING?
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