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Meltdown yesterday afternoon- and breakthroughs this morning
Meltdown yesterday afternoon- and breakthroughs this morning
Date: 4/7/2013 7:51:30 AM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 1001 times
I had a serious meltdown yesterday afternoon. It came from spending all day at the computer. I started to realize that some of the things I was celebrating and relieved about in the last week were not in the bag.
I was counting my chickens before they were hatched.
I knew I had to slow down.
Nadine went up to LA to pick up some things that we left there on our last trip. I decided to stay home.
I know I need to slow down.
I was feeling an extreme pressure, one is for funding.
The funding that will help me get over this pressure is promised, but I realized I was not sure about its arrival.
I have been waiting for one check in the mail for a week. It did not arrive. I made a phone call. It was a godsent that I reached the person who disburses checks.
She said she forgot about sending it. She also said that she did not receive an invoice. I checked. I had sent it using an email that does no longer go to here.
I run into computer snags like that all the time. I do not even know how to get that all email off the auto pilot in Mail. I don't see it in my address book.
I am constantly running into electronic computer mind stresses like that.
They are constant.
I got a call from one of my best friends.
We have not talked in a lot time, weeks.
She got my distress.
She asked if I had been taking Shabbas, like the good Jewish man that I used to be. (That was my interpretation...)
I was stuck in attempting to find some some art that I could not find.
I needed to print so I can go back to square one and get organized again.
The front living room is still full of things from my last trip (s).
I promised the housemates that I would clear it up by Saturday.
There was a note on the board about the living room.
I started to clear my clothes finally and get off the computer.
That felt better, but then I got on the computer again before the clothes made it into the closet.
THIS IS ONE THING THAT I SAW ON THE COMPUTER THAT UPSET ME
AND THIS IS THE SOLUTION THAT I WILL WORK ON
The solution is that I want to engage in an honest Dialogue on Science, Ethics, and Food with the author of this piece. I want to invite him to participate in the Facebook page with this link
DIALOGUE ON SCIENCE, ETHICS, AND FOOD
THIS IS THE SOLUTION TO DOING TOO MANY THINGS
I am going to take Saturday, as best as my mind allows to set up current notebooks. I need Space for each of my thoughts to generate into Chapters of the book I am writing online called, "Grow A Healthier Pizza."
HERE IS THE TABLE OF CONTENTS FOR GROW A HEALTHIER PIZZA
THIS IS ABOUT THE JEWISH GMO PROJECT THAT I WOULD LIKE TO DO WITH OTHERS FROM LABEL GMOS
THIS IS A RESPONSE TO MY HOUSEMATE CHEF JEM WHO IS AGONIZING OVER A LACK OR COMMUNICATION WITH ME
I want to address this.
THIS IS A NOTE TO DR. ROY DITTMANN I STARTED TO WRITE
THIS IMPORTANT I NEED A FOCUS AT THE HILLCREST FM
I worked on two projects last week, and made two committments. I did not get the fulfillment I was looking for from either of these investments of valuable energy.
SEEDS ARE CRITICAL TO OUR SALVATION
I am convinced that seeds--heirloom and ancient grains as Nature intended, prepared as nature would like--are crucial to our outgrowing from the Dark situation that is out of balance right now. Light and Dark are both conditions in the Royal Game of Asha as told by Edmond Bordeaux Szekely.
I want to scan in the cards that I have from the deck. This is very important to learn this card game of Asha.
Maybe Vivian Blackstone as the full deck. I value these cards very much.
BAKER CREEK OUTPOST
I woke up yesterday morning intending to work on this project.
I want to take this to the FM today.
OTHER PROJECTS TODAY TO GIVE ME LIFE
I would like go to FED EX in HILLCREST BRIGHT AND EARLY
I want to do my printing.
I would like to make some seed packets there.
FOCUS ON THE #STONESOUP
Can I twitter from my iphone today?
How do I get photos up into the tweets?
This is crucial for my commitments.
We can all send our energy into the #stonesoup tomorrow.
I want to invite the president to lunch tomorrow.
We need to talk about what to do about the mistake that was made.
The national media picked up on the mistake. Was it a mistake.
I want to understand the points that Jon was making in his article?
FOCUS AT FM: INGREDIENTS FOR THE #STONESOUP FROM THE HILLCREST FM
THESE ARE ALL CHAPTERS IN MY BOOK
Each needs a separate notebook.
Ask for a group who would like to join with me in the Canter's Project.
WHEN IS MY REUNION FOR MY 48th FROM FAIRFAX HIGH?
I NEED AN ACTIVE CALENDAR NOW
I NEED TO SEND THANK YOU GARDS
I NEED TO SLOW DOWN
TOWER GARDEN PIZZA BOX
I need to work on this box this week for the trip.
Take only one box and my cart...
Work on what I will take.
QUINTON IN THE WATER SUPPLY FOR THE TOWER GARDEN
REMEMBER THE ORIGINAL PROMISE WITH JAY MARTIN
GET SPONSORS FROM THE JUICE PLUS EVENT
I was upset because of the lack of follow up with the others who have promised funds to be part of the Hami High and PCOM GIFT Project.
NOTEBOOK FOR EACH NEEDS TO BE DONE
I NEED TO REVIEW MY CURRENT PROJECTS
Do this when? This needs to be a regular Sabbas activitiy.
NADINE's HEALTHIER PIZZERIA
Nadine went to take home her daughter who was visiting.
Nadine has a GMO INSIDE STICKER ON HER DOOR
I want to work with GMO INSIDE
Meltdown yesterday afternoon- and breakthroughs this morning
the PROJECTS I WORK ON ARE THE CURRENT CHAPTERS OF
GROW A HEALTHIER PIZZA
This is a breakthrough.
I got so upset because my OR Originals were not in one notebook labeled.
The other day I got upset and had a meltdown because I could not find
the photos of Adam...and day two of the NPEW
I need to be in touch with Katie from the NPEW MARKETING.
She was one of the highlights of my NPEW.
Thank you,
God Bless.
No self condemnation today, please.
Get massage work from Morea and Moriah.
They are my allies.
Take what I need to the FM and get there early.
Can I tweet from there?
Rest and go to bed.
have seeds with me and catalogue
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