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Date: 5/16/2012 8:48:16 AM ( 12 y ) ... viewed 2493 times So, yesterday I was - yet again - sooo depressed. My brain just does not make happy chemicals. I have to earn every moment's peace. I accept that. I really do.
I did everything yesterday - including 9, yes nine, loads of laundry. I had my friend's washer going for almost 10 hours. Today I dry it all at the laundermat. I am so grateful he allowed me to do laundry while he was out.
I did not start the AA inventory and I did not do the paperwork for the semester. That will be done tonight. I really have to get to bed so that I can be horizontal for at least 9 hours. I am sick of being exhausted. I truly am.
Back in the saddle. Able to take actions over devastating feelings. The 60 hour work week with 15 hour school week was killing me. When I felt overwhelmed and depressed, I would just drop in the first moment I could. Now, I have a small cushion to gather my energy and take action to combat it.
The next semester begins the last week of May. Two more weeks. I better get on that paperwork.
I am pleased to have had the time and space to rest this week and then be able to do good things.
*hug*
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