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Mirror, Mirror on the Wall...issues depressing me
Mirror, Mirror on the Wall...issues depressing me
Date: 5/13/2011 6:46:21 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1179 times
7:14 pm
May 13, 2011
Vacuumed.
The Meile is working, but not at full power.
It took 90 minutes to do the stairs and upstairs,
and then used another tool for the living room and dining room.
I need to rest.
I did not water.
Plants in pots need watering.
I was about to check something on computer Imac,
and the screen went black.
O.K. with restart.
Time to rest.
Would like to do something social tomorrow.
What time is Weed Dating at Suzie's Farm?
City Farmers Nursery also has something.
Tonight is the night to get a complete on North Park Photos.
Rest and do it please.
4:36 pm
May 13, 2011
FRIDAY AFTERNOON CHECKIN
I need to make a decision about going to the Kallah
by May 15.
It is a $1000.00 expense.
The Aleph Kallah is close to home,
as close as it may ever be.
I was in no position to work up the
materials in a timely manner to participate
in a way that would be responsible for any
message I would like to give to that community.
The amount of time to raise funds would take
a lot of time.
Mirror, Mirror on the wall.
Is it worth the investment of time and energy to go?
There is a sadness about not going.
COMMUNITY FORMATION
I sent the day writing a long letter
to an ally who has been a really important part of the
vision here.
I am feeling a sadness that she may not have time
to help.
I wanted to clean up the relationship.
It took all day, to do that.
PAINS IN MY BODY
I am feeling limits in the numbers of hours
I can work now.
StayActiv has been keeping me active
beyond what has been humanly possible to do
with the gift of this supplement.
I am facing the reality that I need to supplement
to continue to work the long hours that I do.
My feel cramps and leg pains without it.
This concerns me very much.
It is a good supplement,
an anti-inflammatory that really works.
I learned to day that there is likely a good
supply at the company.
I do not feel effective in putting the word out
that this product exists.
MORNING MADNESS
I spent too much time at the computer
during the middle of the night.
This is what I did.
http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1811190
I need to complete by uploading the photos
from the North Park Farmer's Market of
May 13, 2011.
In my research, I heard that Corin Golden was
going to be live on KNBC San Diego.
She was on at 5:10 am.
I was so close to that time doing my early morning work.
That I turned on the news.
It was about 5:03 am.
The news was a short burst of stories about murders
one after another. I do not live in that world.
I shudder to imagine that there are people who wake up
first thing every morning and tune this in.
It really got to me. I was in shock.
I had to go back to bed for a few hours.
It made me never want to turn on the TV news,
or the TV again.
THE WORK LEFT UNDONE
I have other work to do from the Very Important Planet
Reception.
I started to upload some of those photos:
They are on Facebook here.
WHERE IS MY HAPPINESS?
Am I taking the Joshua Tree Flower Essence enough?
THE WORK AT HOME
Am in being realistic about what it will take to
make a go of living here?
There is a gap between expenses and income now.
A few rents have not been paid.
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