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What About The Dome?
What about the Dome?
Date: 6/30/2010 11:04:59 AM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 9682 times
Victoras Kulvinskas
at the Dome, 1980's or early 1990's
This is an incomplete blog.
I will get back to this.
Clearing at the Dome--Sunday June 27th
Beth Bolwerk visited here last Sunday.
It was a highlight of my day.
We intended to do Space Clearing.
She played her Gong Here outside in the front
and in the Living Room. I
am setting an intention that it did clear energy.
8:31 am
June 30, 2010
What about the Dome?
Woke up fretting.
Went to bed again.
Had a dream.
My rabbi Stan was in it.
Everybody here has got to understand.
This cannot just be on my shoulders.
I cannot be responsible for all of this.
Whenever there are rental needs,
this falls on my shoulders.
Yesterday I had acupuncture on my shoulders.
I did not come home until really late.
I was out all day. I did not expect to be out
all day. I did not even shave before I left.
What about the Dome?
It was good to not yet think about the Dome yesterday.
I was thinking about other things.
I got to check in with Tiffany Hansen
about the deadlines for the upcoming
Pacific Symposium 2010 at the Catamaran
Resort Hotel. I do an Enchanted Garden Installation there.
It was nice to have a moment to check in with
other projects before I left.
It was nice to call Kerry Echo and give her some listening.
Then, I tore through a shelf and pulled everything off.
It was nice to find stuff, that could be weeded out,
and some that needed to be organized.
It all the storm and stress of needing to rent the
little room, in all the stress and storm over morbid
thinking about my very survival here, I missed,
again, the deadline on the Pacific Symposium Issue
newspaper.
Yesterday was about coming up for air,
looking at other things, and for a moment
celebrating the near completion of what
felt like a miracle that the Little Room was
about to be rented.
I have to dot those 'T''s and "i"'s today.
i did not get a call back from the new renter,
who I feel will fit in nicely. He was accepted.
I went to a Roots Night Out event last night.
One person, Cara, said she had been thinking
of me. I have missed some other farm events lately.
I even missed the 50th Birthday of a friend, Saturday night.
We were in an emergency Council meeting here.
There was tremendous resistance to moving forward
on the renting of The Little Room, until a Council was held.
One member was expressing deep unmet needs
and wanted to have his say about the rental of The Little Room
that shares his wall.
What about the Dome?
Yesterday was also a day of having some global
things revealed that can lend support.
Yes. Yes, more support.
I found out about GEN for the first time.
I saw an article, I just glanced at it,
from Diana Leaf Christian about what makes
EcoVillages and Intentional Communities work.
THE GULF CALL TO SACRED ACTION
Participating and reaching out to help
the Gulf Cal to Sacred Action led me to discover
that The Ringing Cedars Global network were involved
in this project. They had a massive networking
of EcoVillages on the web now.
This had been all below my radar.
Then when I sent there I discovered
GEN. I also found on the GEN site
a lovely video about Findhorn and their use
of the very own local money system.
I would like to relocate that video.
it was so good.
What about the Dome?
I do not want to take the Dome on all by myself!!!
Please, this is too much on my shoulders to handle.
SUNDAY WAS A REMARKABLE DAY
Sunday was a remarkable day.
It was the last Sunday of the Month Gathering.
I only had in mind to invite a few people here,
and two of them did not come.
I was at the Hillcrest FM on Sunday.
Saturday night was the Lunar Eclipse.
We had an emergency Council Meeting.
I did not get off the property that afternoon.
Sunday I was exhausted at the FM
and weaping inside.
I was weeping for Sanctuary
and for nurturing. I was near tears.
There is just too much on my shoulders here.
We did make progress on the rental of The Little Room.
At least the neighbor next door was willing to
concede giving a one month trial for starters.
Things highly volatile.
I cannot think too far ahead because
there are too many factors going on.
This makes planning very hard.
Everything is too mercurial...shifting,
dramatically from moment to moment.
LAST MINUTE MEETING
In a last minute meeting,
a couple more possible shifts came up.
This was too much to contend with
before the arrival of the person who would
rent The Little Room.
MY MIND PRE-OCCUPIED
All these rental needs has gotten my mind
pre-occupied. I am being taken away
from other completions and needs
to take care of myself.
CHECKING IN ON MY FUNDING
I need to check in on my funding this morning.
I have not heard from my main sponsor.
CHECK IN WITH THE NEW HOUSEMATE
This is essential too, this morning.
Are we on track for getting together?
Is everything solid????
WHAT ARE THE TRAVEL PLANS
newly announced for the person
on the other side of the wall?
HOW ABOUT THE OTHER LADY?
There was another lady who wanted
The Little Room. She said she would
come and see on July 1.
Is that an option?
What does spirit have in mind?
Is there any ground here at all,
anything that can be counted on
during Summer Shift 2010?
Going to check on a few things....
and make some phone calls.
9:04 am
BUFFER AGAINST INSANITY
I hear voices in the kitchen
working out their problems.
One is talking about some things
she is going to do.
The voices are oblivious to the
Shifting Sands and demands
I am dealing with in my head
right now.
I feel I am being the one
had is taking on being a buffer against
the insanity. here.
I do not like being the only one knowing
what is going on and holding
what feels like a burden.
9:17 am
WENT BACK TO BED
My world is spinning.
Handled some fears.
I need to establish my ground
inside myself amidst energies
I cannot control.
HOW TO ESTABLISH MY GROUND NOW?
What to do next?
MADE TWO POSITIVE CALLS
Got two important connections
that grounded two very important things.
MORE CLEAN UP?
CALL POSSIBLE OTHER HOUSEMATE?
11:00 am
WHAT ABOUT THE DOME?
PLAN A: Shared Real Estate.
Community Asset...
NEED FOR GROUNDING NOW
SURFIDER....EVENT
Grounding for BIOSMART SITE...
at O.B. People's Food Store...
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