Date: 5/10/2010 3:38:32 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 2195 times
Hi guys! didn't have time to make a video today bt I'll definately try to make one tomorrow.
Today was crazy...my mind was wondering all the time...I really wanted to quit my fast. I was mentally (not phisically) hungry. It seemed that I could eat a table or a chair haha... I guess I just really miss chewing...So I cheated. My mind went blank, I didn't understand what I was doing - I ate an apple that was ment for my juice. But well..it's just an apple...I'M NOT QUITTING MY FAST. Ofcourse I felt bad right after I had eaten it.
It kind of felt like a dream and I even asked myself: did I really do that? But it's no big deal :) well at least I enjoyed the apple haha
The next time I'll know that it's just my mind playing tricks with me.
I went to the swimmingpool in the evening to make myself feel better. It was exactley what I needed. And hey, day 4 is already over..17 days left..I'll be more than fine, this is life and we all are just learning :)
thanks for reading, Katrine
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