pre fast, about myself
Date: 3/8/2010 1:37:40 PM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 22786 times
Hello! I'll start with introducing myelf.
I'm Kate, 20 years old woman from Belgium. So please pardon me for my english...sometimes it's quite terrible ;-) as it's not my native language. But we're gonna be fine!
I have a binge eating disorder with bulimic dendencies...yeah that's kind of why I couldn't maintain raw food diet for longer than 2 weeks - because I ended up bingeing every single time I tried raw food lifestyle. I'm really sick of this food addiction and compulsive eating. It's making me unhappy. Every time I need to deal with my emotions I eat and that's quite sad..It has led me to depression. Ouch..and thats means even more emotions and even more food.. THAT'S IT!!! I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE...I NEED TO CLEAN AND DETOX MY BODY, I NEED TO DEAL WITH MY EMOTIONS FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL. I HAVE HELD THEM FOR SO LONG AND NOW IT'S TIME TO PUT THEM ON SURFACE. I have watched so many amazing and inspiring videos about raw foods, juice fasting, detoxification...and if it can cure other people it can cure me aswell. I believe that juice fasting can do miracles.
There is one more reason why I'm doig this fasting/mono eating thing. I have had a cyst on my neck for almost two years now. A couple of days ago another small cyst showed up. My doctor told me that the only possible sollution to get rid of those two 'little friends' is surgery. But even God knows that I'm not gonna let to cut myself before I haven't tried to cure this problem without a surgery. And I know - detoxing my body could hep me a lot.
Wow and while writing the previous paragraph another thing popped in my head. I almost forgot to tell you that I'm a smoker. Yeah...I know that's nasty but I'm willing to change. I don't know how I'm gonna do that but I will... Maybe it's not gonna happen in these hundred days but who knows.
So my plan is to go on a juice fast (or feast) for the next 30 days. And then the rest of 70 days I'll be eating mono meals and slowly transisting into raw foods world.
If somebody wants to know my weight, it's 134 pounds.
Well, I have goals, I have a plan..I'm a bit scared but in a good way. I just have this weird feeling that there is someone who is guiding me and taking care of me.
I guess that's all for today folks! I wish everyone a pleasant day and see you tomorrow!
PS feel free to tell me about your opinion, experience...and maybe there is someone who wants to join me in this journey?
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