Date: 1/16/2010 11:11:02 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1254 times
6:59 PM
Need to get refocused on cleanup...
and sta focused a fewer projects.
My head is ringing..my bell is rung...
from all the work I did yesterday...
I am still in a Mercury Retrograde aftermath...
10:54 PM
January 15, 2010
I am pleased with the quality of this work
I did today.
I may decide to take down some of my
blogs on the Healing Garden Project if it
supports its success.
9:03 PM
January 16, 2010
This turned into a ten or more hour work day.
I hardly antiipated getting so deep into
collecting digital images and working with
video clips from the Healing Garden project.
I would normally get juice through uploading
some of this Art, but wanting to build relationship
within with these new allies has me holding back uploading.
There are new rules here.
I have broken some of them not knowing what they were,
not checking out and going slow enough.
Got myself into unnecessary growth patterns.
This healing garden project is a big prize,
and coming close to it brings up a lot of my
growth issues.
Many revelations today.
I am doing this at a time when my attention
could be elsewhere and when there are many priorities.
I am seeing clearly that if I had focused on this
single project and not gotten so deep into others
with less potential outcomes, that would have been better.
To acheive my goals this week,
would have meant being more on top of my game
in regard to this one project.
I am tired now, and so the heights and accomplishments
of the day need to be tempeered with rest and self nurturing now.
I have to trust that I can complete tomorrow.
Profound work today.
Really profound.
Here is one photo I found of friend
ANDREW GAEDDART who is a profound support.
Thank you Andrew for sendiing in funds,
for remembering weeks after you say you will.
Many blessings to you.
You model something very healing to me right now.
Love,
Leslie
Andrew Gaeddert, founder of HEALTH CONCERNS,
a pioneering company in Tradtional Chinese Herb Formulas.
He is the real deal, and one of the few sources of funds
I received thusfar from the major outlay at the
PACIFIC SYMPOSIUM last November. More is out there
for me. I will need it for new engine expense plus
other financial needs.
A time for real trust, and rest,
and forgiveness...self acceptance.
VIDEOS I WORKED ON
EMPLOYEE SUPPORT USING HERBS
on Pages...
Last one...
9:37 PM
Being Thourough is essential.
The quality of this work is very valuable.
This is a brainstorming session I did with Nathan.
Very deep work. Very satisfying to see this
authenthicity and deep teaching being giving by me.
Watching this gives me energy to go beyond
limited issues I have to deal with.
This is very profesisonal quality work.
The content is very professional.
Using Pages to help organize me,
as I normally use my Blog.