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Reestablishing Sacred Space
Deciphering a Dream.
Finding what it takes to
reestablish Sacred Space,
including summoning up forgiveness.
Date: 12/19/2009 11:03:18 AM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1732 times
8:40 AM
December 19, 09
This is one of those days that are long awaited
and marked in time.
This is not the official Winter Solstice,
and yet, we will be celebrating the Winter Solstice
tonight with an event called CELEBRATE SOLSTICE RAIN DANCE>
I just lit a candle on my desk, a leftover from the eight days
of Chanukah. Chanukah is about the cleansings of the Temple.
The Temple, esoterically, refers to cleansing of the body
from those things that have defiled it.
Dark is neutral and yet dark is associated with ignorance,
or not being aware of something.
I frequently enter the dark.
The Winter Solstice is called the darkest night of the year
the shortest daylight, the time of least light.
Sacred Space asks many things.
It asks teamwork.
I cannot say for others.
For myself, I cannot establish Sacred Space alone.
It takes numbers of hands.
I have not felt numbers of hands with me
RE this event where now it is clearer,
that I have been asked to establish Sacred Space.
I went to bed last night uncomfortable,
but in the dark about the source of my discomfort.
I ate three pieces of fruit. That is certain to give me the runs.
The runs pushes out and loosens things inside me.
That can be a good thing at times, when I am
stuck and not in the flow.
There are a few things I few to do before I can set
the course for Sacred Scace today.
Part of me needs to reach out
for helpers.
Part of me needs to reach inside to write about a dream
I just had.
THE DREAM
I was in a very comforfortable dark dream
when I woke. I was at the Natural Product Expo West.
I was in a place symbolically that I had been many times
before, but something was missing. In the dream,
I could not understand what was missing. I was
at an event where I have established a sacred order,
so that I could do magic. In the dream, I was in the dark,
blind. All I could feel was the discomfort.
Then I became to see the Light.
What I was missing was Sacred Space.
I DID NOT FEEL FREE TO CREATE
I have been in a battle for many days
with this Solstice Event. I basically felt left out.
and was being left out.
In the ads, there was no mention, or little mention
that I would be a part of the proceedings.
The deepest meaning of being left out here
was that I had left myself out.
I had given others strange feelings about me.
I did not fit into their way of doing things.
On top of this, I have them reason to exclude me.
I do not want to get into all that right now.
It is not important.
All week I have been dancing around this rain dance.
I feel I undertand the rules of making Rain.
TIREDNESS
There is a tiredness still about me this morning.
I may need more rest.
I spend too much time during the night thinking
in a semi lucid way about things that I could do to
re-create the Sacred Space.
SACRED CONTRACT
Basically, I did not have a sacred contract with the
creators of this event. Our relationship was not clear.
Much of that was cleared up last night,
the eve before the event. I went down to the site.
My spirit asked me to not say anything direct,
but offer to do a planting of success for the event.
The offer was appreciated.
THE REST IS HISTORY
The rest is history.
This day can be about creating Sacred Space
for the event tonight.
THE MUSIC
When you are out of Sacred Space, a
natural state, you do not see things.
I was upset because on my computer I could
hear a piece of sacred music that I use to
reestablish Sacred Space. In the chaos of my room
I could not find the music CD I wanted to play.
I looked for it in many placed.
This morning I went to the same place where I had looked.
I reached into the dark toward a CD.
The CD was dusty. The music was on a CD
called FENG SHUI TUNE-UP.
This morning, after this revelatory dream,
this time, when I reached, I found it.
I found the music.
Thank you.
9 AM
THINGS TO DO
Take out the trash in my room.
Wash the laundry.
Find some of the props I was told to bring tonight.
It might take a week if I were going to
do all the things I saw in my mind's eye.
It is winter. The best I can do is attempt
to do what does not come natural to me.
Keep it simple.
Leslie, make some calls,
Shake some trees. See if there are helpers.
We love you.
9:15 AM
Response to DIANNA HARBIN ON FACEBOOK
Can't make it to Solstice Rain Dance
Between You and Dianna Harbin
Dianna Harbin December 18 at 1:45am
Argh! But good for the pocketbook. They need me to start work earlier so I leave town Sat. in the early morning hours. I could have refused but La Milpa doesn't seem interested in what I have to offer anyway and I can really use an extra $700!
Are you still on for tea Friday? Don't feel obligated but it would be nice to visit and relax. I'll be gone for a full month.
San Diego Tea will have a participatory Japanese tea ceremony on Jan. 24th in the afternoon. There will be accomodations for those who can't sit on the floor. But there's a flight of stairs to climb.
Love,
Dianna
Sorry to bail,
Dianna
Sent via Facebook Mobile
Leslie Goldman December 19 at 9:14am
Successful meeting last night, Dianna, following your great witness and tea. It is my nature to walk through the grass, even if it seems there might be a snake hiding or something potentially to scare me. I generally win. Lots of revelations during the night once it was clear I was welcomed with a hug
and asked to help create Sacred Space. One of my revelations is about it.
You are gaining something in your pocketbook, but loosing something very
valuable by not being here with me to help co-create the Sacred Space.
I do not want to put this in terms of a monetary value. Longrange, I am also clear what I am asking you RE: the House. You came to town. Your spirit said, :Get in touch with Leslie! He will help you." This was a mutual help.
I need you to help me ground something wonderful in San Diego, the presence of this house as a community of service. We can do great things
together. IT is a risk, you know, through the dark. The challenge would be worth the prize.
I remain your ally and friend,
Leslie
Your Enchanted Gardener
9:13 AM
December 19, 09
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