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One day at a time----
The beginning of the end of my slavery to food and lack of control. The beginning of me---my new life!
Date: 9/18/2009 11:50:25 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 51087 times There are times in life. Long times. Times of reflection. Times that make you wonder what and why. There are times in life when you have to make a decision. A BIG decision. One that could, no will, be life changing. I believe that I will enter this weekend into this time.
I have battled bulemia. Weight gain. Weight loss. Lack of energy. Lack of interest. Lack of life. And this needs to end now. Today, tonight. And carry to tomorrow. Must have a starting point. A beginning. A wonderful and amazing go time!
So, tomorrow I will start my master cleanse experience. I have started and stopped this so many times it is not funny any longer. I have also gained so much weight it is no longer amusing. I want to have a life worth living, a body worth the temple it is, and a commitment--knowing that I have started and continued this journey. And then, after the weight is gone, and the control is in play, I want to enjoy the conclusion of same. I want to live to the fullest. Not settle for second. Be fierce. Be brave. Be strong. Be amazing. Be in control. Be a slave no longer to food and the emotions that consume me and call me to the food kitchen.
I want success. I know it is mine for the taking, if I am committed.
I can do this, and I will---one day at a time.
Thoughts? Encouragement? Wisdom? Please, share all, openly and without fear. Without judgement. Without strife!
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