More cleanup today in backyard. Go for it.
going back to cleanup....
watching Gustav Hurricane
Date: 8/30/2008 1:01:39 PM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 1187 times
3:49 PM
August 30, 2008
Viewing an "I" ness that is making me uncomfortable.
Saved a lot of things from the 80's.
I am working through those notebooks from the 80's and
early 90's now.
I am seeing lots of I ness.
My style of the observer
is true to my Soul Purpose.
"Through My eyes,
I am recording a History of Peace on Earth,
a history of the earth and its human flowering.
Our renewed earth is the Enchanted Garden,
and you and I, its gardeners."
I would rather be upfront about my "I" than
hiding behind some kind of multi-sylable thrid person.
I am seeing Narissictic dysfunction as well
that is disturbing.
I am going to talk to Judith about this at 7.
This clearing of the old is a devastating process.
I do not like some of what I am seeing.
I am throwing away the history of a lot of old relationships.
I stopped when I came to some very special old photos.
I want to preserve these, and lots of the Archives.
This is a history of the New Age.
Very muggy and hot.
I am eating potatoes, and want to take a nap.
12:34 PM
August 30, 08
Going through some notebooks.
Very confusing.
The year is 1989.
I need a better strategy for going through more faster.
What to save....????
What to toss...
Relationship, notebooks.
Lost in the past?
What of the present?
this makes me depressed.
Grafeful I was able to pay a bill today.
10:59 AM
August 30 ,08
appointment:
7 PM
w/ Judith
Settle down and work on notebooks
how many can I do.???
Please
Jury Duty? Call in Monday.
time?
paid bill...
worked through a couple things.
with Internet/card....
eat some rice...
go to work
Gustaf:
http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601103&sid=a9UVVkjWqfC4&refer=us
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