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Knock on the door brings feeling of unsafety
An early morning knock on the door
inspires thoughts.
Date: 7/20/2008 7:20:37 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 1205 times
5:04 AM
July 20, 2008
Awakened by a knock on the door about 25 minutes ago.
Evokes an accummulation of emotions, including, fear, vigilance,
anger, and stress.
Amazing.
4 AM-5 AM:
This must be the time I am in Communion and Healing.
My mind is alert with Mind.
I am Hyper Aware.
I do not like to be disturbed at this time.
This is the time I am Regenerating to meet the cares of the day
when I am called into action and inaction.
I work alot. I am driver. Possessed by Creation.
The Knock on the door.
How amazing where the mind goes.
I am thinking of the friendship I made with the Captain of the police department
when I was at BIO, the week of Biotech in San Diego.
That was a delight!
I am thinking of feelings of unsafety,
two black youth going down past our front of the house
into the part of the canyon that cannot be separated from our sideyard.
I am unnerved by that incident.
It is in my body.
I am in my head calling my Captain and asking him to
introduce me to the Captain in my neighborhood.
I am in gratitute that the police can come and go down into the canyon
to speak to those black youth.
I am grateful I have friends in the San Diego Police Department.
My Captain and I are now at the Hillcrest Farmers' Market.
We are going to see Joe the Farmer.
I am writing an email to my Captain in my head.
I have the whole file pulled out in my head.
[ Email from an Old Friend read before bedtime:
Well Mr. Gold Man, good to hear from you.
Renewal of spirit; renewal of Love.
Many, always many thanks.
Your energy is so way beyond.
I cannot even imagine "managing" the information
you have flowing thru your life. Awesome.
I'm in a way different world here, in the wood. ]
I did not know how to play that card.
I talked to them. I asked if they wanted work.
They were more interested in smoking in an area
where fires have been known.
Paris is in his "Music" room, the living room converted.
Was it he who inspired the knock on the door?
Is he doing some kind of 4 AM craig's list deal?
I have to get up.
I am hearing too many sounds going into my Imagination Centers.
This is my listening time when the Whole Universe and Everything in it
can talk to me and I talk back.
This is the time when I am traveling.
This is the time when I can be in two places at once.
This is my healing time.
This is my Santa Claus time.
I have to talk to Paris.
I am hearing too many sounds out there beyond my door.
We talk.
It was N, leaving.
It was not Paris.
We Talk more.
I express how hypervigilant I am when I hear a knock
on the door at this time in the morning.
I tell him:
One day, in the Archetype of this house,
one day in the future,
people will come knocking.
When they do I want to be ready
with fruit from trees, and food.
I want to be ready with to help them
and I will get out of bed.
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