24 days to go
Date: 12/23/2007 1:16:32 AM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1745 times
All my life i was called the skinny girl and now its different. I feel unhappy. I cant stop overeating. Food took over my life. I hate myself that I let myself to come to this point. All because of this I don't go out that much. When I dont feel pretty i dont go out and not even to school i missed so quiz because of this i dont want to fail my semester because of this. I hate myself. Today i had a big fight with my parents they bought ice cream when i speciacly told them not to. Food is controlling my life. I got fat. My face, my back, my thighs and my stomach are fat. I wish to lose at least 15 lbs, 20 will be great. I want to this fast to stop my food addiction. I want to be like i was before happy with myself, the outgoing type. I want to go far in life and i dont want food to stop me to achieve those goals. Today is day 1 of my juce fast. I have exactly 1 month before school start. I want to start school with a healthier and happier me. So please i need u guys help. Any kind of support will help me. Day 1 is always hard for me. January 17 wilol be the last. I hope I will be able to make it. No i have to. I have to take over my life. Im in control of my life. Im strong, I have to be strong, I have to prove to myself that I can do anything I want if I set my mind to it. I dont want to weast my life. I want to live. Be happy life everyone. Wish me good.
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