Last night on the MC support forum there was an angry poster upset because he had broken his fast incorrectly and didn't die therefore the whole MC book was a farse. He was extremely rude (I notified the webmaster and his comments were removed) and actually was staying hateful things directly toward me about how I'm an excellent spokesperson for *bleep*. Am I really bossy or something on the forum? Should I just stay out of it? I just don't know anymore.

I shouldn't let these things bother me so why am I? This has been a very emotional fast for some reason. I feel like my depression is spiralling out of control. What happened to the strength I usually have?

Feeling hopeless,
Peanut