Wow, this was a terrific read. I am so sorry you broke the fast. I've done 30 day juice fasts a few times, and lesser fasts many times. As a matter of fact, I am beginning a new fast this weekend. I was looking over the web for juice fast articles to inspire me, get me excited, because I know those first three days are going to be painful, even though I know Day 4 I'm over the hump... anyway, was looking for inspirational juicing tid bits and ended up at your blog. I think you should try it again... go slow and don't do water fasts... stay with the juices, broths, teas and waters... You might want to look into products like Body Balance or Essential 7. They're dynamic liquid vitamins in various flavors. This would also help to remove the toxins slowly and feed the cells of your body. By the end of your 30 days you'd be a different person, in attitude and appearance. There are many books and articles on juice fasting... perhaps reading up on some would inspire you to try again. Best of luck!