Thanks again very much FLC, you don't know how much it means to me to get even the smallest crumb of encouragement. It's so easy to get weighed down.

It was just such a great disappointment to learn that so many in the support forum want nothing to do with me. This sends a bad signal to any unbelievers, who are surely laughing with glee at the hostility (and I'm sure some Christ-hater from the Zone must have hacked the new board, given the fact that it is brand new and Ev had announced she'd be away for the weekend). But even in that new board I have at least two antangonists, and were it not for the fact that a good e-friend of mine joined I would not post there either.

As I've said, I expect hate from unbelievers, but when the sheep keep biting my ankles it might mean I'm in the wrong pen. Certainly a matter of prayer. But there is some Biblical precedent for God using such things to get his people to scatter seed in more than one place. So that's why I decided to keep the blogs here but not make new entries. I get confused enough as it is just maintaining one set at a time.