Thanks for the response, at first it meant absolutely nothing to me. I realized though recently that I should thank you for helping me, as I have finally allowed myself to completely give up on matters of health. Giving up will allow me to free myself from the struggle of regaining health (life). Ask yourself, should this even be a struggle to begin with? It is an unnatural struggle...and the answer to health and healing (life) is simple, live according to nature. I am finally regaining health (life), through giving up. Those that have been allowed to take advantage of others will continue to do so. People taking advantage of others fill this country, and I have no confidence that anything is improving. So anyway, I'll give up...while you give in to false hopes and the American dream. Are either of us actually right? I realize that I'm no better than anyone else. I also realize that progress, choice, and safety are nothing but an illusion...perhaps you need to learn this.