Dear vch,

I am saddened to hear of all of the suffering you are going through.

I see you have been attacking the parasites systematically in a physical manner, but have you considered additional spiritual options? Parasites are not only physical creatures, they are also possess a spiritual existence.

I've read through many of your posts, and see that you have a belief in God. That is a good start. Faith alone is not enough, however.

In the apocryphal Essene Gospel of Peace, Jesus is recorded as teaching how parasites were the physical manifestations of demons within the body, and that an internal "baptism" (enema/colonics) is a form of cleansing of sins.

Also, if you believe in the Bible, remember that it is written "love casteth out fear" 1John 4:18. Buddha also taught how practicing metta (loving-kindness) can protect onself from spiritual attacks.

I'm suggesting that practicing metta meditation may help your fight against the demonic parasites; search for "metta bhavana" if you're interested!

May you be well and secure, May you be happy.