I did see that version and the way she spoke really touched me. I forgot all about them, so I appreciate the link.

In my last post I said that I am able to share this with many people, but I meant to say that I'm not able to which is part of the reason to have an online journal anonymously. I have come into contact with alot of people who are terrified of the virus.

I don't know why, but I have complete confidence that it can be rid of naturally. My viral load has gone from 1100 to 570 and now at 2600.

My opinion of my Ex is very unemotional. I understand what resentment can do to one's spirit. It's not good. I was able to move forward when I realized, he never did love me. I had done so much and then he stole from my son and it just went on and on, so it was just easier to forget all of it.

If I do see him again since this happened, I don't know if I'd tell him I forgive him, but I do. He is having to be accountable for doing this to me and others and I'll let God deal with that. I'm ready to move forward.

Thanks for posting!