I commend you for your positive outlook on everything! There must be some huge life lessons along your path. I think it's awesome that you don't want to use the drugs for the virus. I think it's very possible to rid yourself of it using natural remedies. Especially with the right attitude.

Are you familiar with Abraham-Hicks? (They may or may not have been in the copy of the Secret you saw- there are 2 different versions.) You should check out their daily quotes- very inspiring and usually spot on for what I needed to know that day. I love that about channeled information, it's super customized to your needs. They're at
http://www.abraham-hicks.com


One other thing, I see you still harbor resentment for your ex-fiancee, which is fully understandable. However, this will only harm you in the long run. Ultimate forgiveness and compassion will help you in your healing process. It's all about the energy we hold inside our bodies. There are different ways of releasing such energies. I've only started to learn about the Sedona Method, which is one. Have you been working with any others for this issue?