It's good you are keeping a journal online. Sounds like some old anger issues are coming out which happens with fasting. I think what you are experiencing is completely NORMAL during the fasting process. I've only fasted ten days at a time and that happened once because I have a fast paced job. I congratulate you on going for 30 days. Once you get over this hump it will be smooth sailing. I suggest looking up some of somer's posts. She's a veteran faster.