- My Secret Life by Zoebess
17 y
4,122 6 Messages Shown
Blog: My Secret Life
September 1 a
lightbulb goes on
in my mind
11:11 flashes
on my clock
and I realize
it is time
to start again
a blog about
my secret life
some times synchronicity
takes a hold
and you find
yourself just hanging
on for the
life long ride
Chapter One was
written and sucked
down the Curezone
black hole crash
it survives as
a file on
my hard drive
I plan to
resurrect what I
want to remember
from that journey
into this one
there are posts
which I want
to share again
enjoy your life
it is later
than you think
blessings,
Zoe
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11:11~~
http://1111spiritguardians.com/
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- I write about the "Spirit Warriors" we should be!! by kerminator
17 y
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Thanks for the post... Will check back and follow you posts...
Lov the many pics U post on CZ... Keep it up...
See ya Kermit
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kerminator
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- Re: My Secret Life by #68716
15 y
2,339
Zoe,
I really enjoy reading all your brilliant words in posts, poems, stories and musings and looking at all your wonderful pictures (it's hard to believe you can find them with dial-up!). I just found this blog.
Thank you for sharing so much. I learned so much from you. It would be wonderful to meet you someday, but you live in Texas? I'm in CA near the coast, but I hope to be moving your way before 2012, maybe to New Mexico, and then I'll look you up, or did you move to Missouri?
I knew there was something magical every time I look at the clock and it's 11:11 or 5:55 etc..
Peace, joy, and love,
Gina (aka 48148. I want a new name.)
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- Re: My Secret Life by Zoebess
15 y
2,341
Hi Gina,
Thank you for your kind words and
especially, your support. I do
appreciate it. I am afraid this
blog has yet to realize its full
potential but in putting myself
under its roof there seems to be
a foundation for the dreams and
aspirations it comprises. Actually,
my first Secret Life effort was
lost in the Curezone Black Hole
that happened a good while ago now.
Still, the goals which I stood
before as I faced my mirror and
looked into my own eyes are as
alive now as then and slowly but
surely coming to fruition as my
own clarity of vision becomes
more galvanized. It is part of the
healing process as I fall in love
with myself and rediscover within
the memories and dreams that have
come to me from my past, through
my elders, and through the mind
of the child I was. I remember
walking as a small child through
my life and saying, "when I grow
up"...
YES~!! come out from beneath the
numerical security blanket and
share with us who you really are~!
There are folks here who have posted
for long lengths of time with only
their numerical designation, BUT~!
I really have enjoyed getting to
know all the wonderful Curezone
personalities, many past, and many
present. They are a part of my life
and I do enjoy referring to them
by name~~ :)
Here is my favorite photo link~~
http://www.faganfinder.com/img/
One of the labels I wear proudly
is collage-ist, and being visual,
I enjoy sifting through photos like
family albums of museums of life
with snippets and images sparking
in me creativity or a longing or
a feeling of celebration or sorrow.
Even from the distant past, images
as far back as when men took charcoal
embers and drew cave drawings never
fail to mesmerize. A picture is often
worth a thousand words, or less...ggg.
Often I will delight in the simple
act of creating a small construct
of sticks and stones in a meaningful
way on my path, wondering who will
pass and wonder who I am who left
the sign of my passing. This blog
is much like that...
Absolutely, if you are ever in my
neck of the woods, and I am not
buried deep in thought among the
Texas wildflowers, do come to visit.
For now, I plan on staying here until
politically, things stabilize...
but Missouri is home...
I wish you success on your own
healing adventure~~!
blessings,
Zoe
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Zoebess
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- Re: My Secret Life by snugglebug
15 y
2,514
Thanks for the 11:11 link, Zoe! I've been looking for answers to this occurance in my life for the last... 11 years (that's funny, I thought it was 10 and then realized that now that it's 2009 it's been 11 years - not to mention that 2009 = 11... okay, this is just too funny with the 11 thing in my life. :)
This link is new to me. It led me to a few other sights that I am familiar with, but also to a few sites that are new. The occurance is getting more and more prevalent in my daily life and I think it's time that I devote some serious time and meditation to it. Currently I tend to look at the clock at 11:11, 12:11, 1:11, 2:11, 3:11...etc. Not a day goes by they I don't see at least 3 times on the clock that are in the 11th minute of the hour... and then theres 55, 88, 33, 77, and 555. I bought the book, "Angel Numbers" by Doreen Virtue. It's been helpful, but because these things keep happening, I believe there's more.
To be honest, part of me is afraid to focus too much on it for fear of what I might discover. I have a long history of following my spirit within Christianity, and have, in the last 5 years really started to seperate myself from it. I am, however, a follower of Christ and his teachings but have a strong dislike for Christianity as an organized religion because of my experiences within it. I also embrace many writings and teachings of Christ, in addition to those found in the Bible, which makes me a heretic in the eyes Christianity... it's been an interesting journey to say the least. I have also come to embrace the fact that there is more than one way to God, and that we are all a part of The One, even if we don't realize it. I find myself now with no spiritual home to speak of, and yet I feel more connected to God then ever before... it's strange, really... and I'm sure it's where I'm supposed to be. I'm sure my fear stems from dogma that's hanging on in the recesses of my mind. I guess we'll see, because I don't think the 11's are going to stop anytime soon. ;)
Anyway, thanks again for the link. I'm glad this is one of the links you're sharing from the first chapter of your Secret Life. I look forward to more. :)
Peace, Life, and Love to you. :)
snugglebug
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- Re: My Secret Life by Zoebess
15 y
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Hello Snuggle,
Yeah, the 11:11 phenomena has followed me
for many years now and it was only with
my internet roving that I have found it
was common. I do not pretend to understand
it but when I find myself facing the clock
regularly, and seeing the digital display
of 11:11, now I pray, "God bless those I
love and those I will, God bless those who
love me, and those who will...". It has
really helped me feel that in that minute
of time, I am connecting to some Universal
reality, but one in which I am a co-creator.
Of course, my prayers are not limited to
only that minute of attention, but to use
that awareness and minute the way I do has
brought me peace and allowed me to release
any questions of WHY??
Also, while I find interest in prophecy and
was also raised in organized religion, I also
have found my own way to spiritual "food"
and sustenance. I also believe that miracles
were not and are not limited to "biblical"
times and so in looking for, and expecting
them, in my life, they come. For me that
is the important aspect of spirituality, to
not limit it and try to define what it is
or is not. That in striving to know God, I
believe I can. Also that the shepherd out
on the tundra who has never held a book
has every opportunity to know God equally
as well as the greatest scholars, who imagine
their pouring through Scripture brings them
closer to God, can.
Ah, the Secret Life...ggg. It is actually
my own peering into my life and the aspects
of it that I keep inside that have inspired
me to work to unearth them, so-to-speak.
I know that doing my annual Master Cleansing
helped me shed so many of the emotional
and physical distractions of food, and eating.
I found I was in uncharted territory and
challenged to face who I have been and who
I am becoming. Who and what do I want to be
when I grow up, sort of stuff...ggg. I am
still enjoying the effects of Master Cleansing
in that respect. The last cleanses that is,
that were long forays into sitting still
with myself and reflecting. I still have
done the cleansing but now only do short
ones. This blog is the box I find I face
when I reflect and work with the bigger
changes of healing on MASTER levels. I
actually post to it regularly in my mind
although like gestating, I hope to break
through my block of feeling vulnerable
in my shedding process to stand in front
of others and speak the truth of what I
have found. I am sharing this with you
since I imagine and hope that you have
also found benefits in your own cleansing
journey and that with time and effort
you can also realize the depths of healing
that can be found in bringing so much to
one's awareness.
I wish you every success and strength in
your healing path~~
blessings,
Zoe
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