- The Butterfly Soul by rudenski
18 y
3,086 4 Messages Shown
Blog: The Gathering Place
I experienced a Near Death Experience and on the way to the light...my physical body had died but my physical body was still attached to my soul...I awoke in complete darkness but did not recognize the darkness so I looked up and saw a light...I began to rise toward the light...light was extricating the physical body from off of my soul... all of the clinging spirits of the material world that had attached themselves to the soul during its fallen state. The colors began spinning around me were at first earth colors of dark browns and greens. The light was breaking away the dense darkness surrounding me and progressively became brighter and more colorful as the light spiraled around my soul in ever tightening circles. As the spinning cleansing continued, the tunnel was spinning a recording of my life as it spun away each spirit from off of my soul. The colors became brighter and brighter and there were less browns and into brighter versions of purples, reds, and greens. At this point or any point along the way, I could have stopped and looked around but I kept going on and on until there was no color at all but rather pure light. If I had decided to look around in the darker earthy colors perhaps I could could have called this hell but I went on and on and on... This may be why souls experience the afterlife differently? Could it be that wherever we decide to stop along our way to the light is what we experience as "the afterlife?" As the colors bled away...light was all that remained in the pure light place I call heaven. The gift I was given as t as I entered into pure light was a recording of light that was not my soul with the spirits that clung to it while I lived in the physical body but rather a recording of the light left in the impression where my soul remained light. There were recordings at for each spiral along the way but the recordings were filtered or removed off of the final recording the further I went into pure light. What made it into the much lighter version of myself into the light was light while all of the darker shades of my life had been spun away.
The eventual me that once lived in a physical body had been captured within a physical body much like the butterfly is captured in the physical body of the caterpillar; there was the in between state of the soul going through a transforming experience as a cocoon like structure I called the tunnel; there was a third stage in the process like breaking into the light of God's love...as a weightless butterfly...of pure light...the soul...
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- toward the light by #58095
18 y
1,498
>>> light was extricating the physical body from off of my soul... all of the clinging spirits of the material world that had attached themselves to the soul during its fallen state. <<<
My journey to the light was different. I could see my body when I left it.
I had severe trichinosis and lost counciousness, and later they declared me dead.
When I headed toward the light I was spirit and had no clinging spirits.
There was strange voices coming from the dark around the tunnel of light. It sounded like many of the voices were in pain and suffering, a few of the voices tried to talk me into going into the darkness with them, but the sounds of pain in their voice scared me and I knew it was not a place I wanted to be. I was afraid if I went in there, There would be no way out.
I never talk about it to others, but I know you have been there and our experiences were a little different, and I can not expect others to understand any part of it.
I believe there is a personal reason and a meaningful experience to learn from for everyone that goes there.
I did not believe there was such a thing as a heaven or a God before it happened to me.
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- Re: toward the light by rudenski
18 y
1,473
Perhaps my interpretation seems different...but you say you heard voices of pain and suffering... Could it be that those voices were your clinging spirits? They called to you but you knew they were not where you wanted to go...
I believe there is no scr1pt for what we see in our Near Death Experiences. We are trying to describe the indescribable with mere words... Applying them to our own language...we just do the best we can...
I don't know why I think of my Near Death Experience so often.... It just goes over and over inside of me like reflections from some type of mirror reflecting upon another mirror... It always astonishes me when I discover anything I can recognize from another's reflections of their NDE's because words seem so useless to describe the afterlife...
One thing is for certain for me from my NDE... I know that when I leave this world...another awaits...and I will not stop to dwell in darkness along the the way... I am homeward bound...
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- Re: toward the light by #58095
18 y
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I think we were taken there for a reason. Perhaps to change our ways on earth And become closer to God? To prepare ourselves not to end up where the clinging spirits go?
It was such a good feeling there that can not be described. I did not want to ever leave. There is no high that can ever compare to the feeling.
It is not possible for me to describe, it was like powerful energy that is pure love.
I was shown flashing images before I left. It was like hologram images of my life showing all the good I did here on earth, and also showed the bad things that made me feel shame watching the images, and more humiliating because there were other light beings there watching this with me. It showed my whole life in what seemed like seconds. The mind was so fast, it was possible to see it all in seconds, because the brain was speeded up lightning fast there. I know all this sounds impossible, but its not impossible there.
I think the meaning of me having to watch the good and bad things I had done was a warning. Maybe I was given a second chance? I think doing good and evil things in your life does have meaning there, like they can only tolerate so much evil in a person, but I feel there was some forgiveness.
I begged to stay there but was told I had to go back into my body.
Remember when we had jump over the edge? I was afraid it would end my existance, and I had to be reassured I would survive after that jump.
I think there is another place besides where we went, and the other place may be where your clinging spirits went?
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