- ~LightLizard` LIVES! by LightLizard
18 y
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Blog: LightLizard's Lair
Yeah, it's a fine line I'm on fer sure!
Last week I was rushed to emergency because I started bleeding internally after my 6th self-administered interferon injection.
My hemoglobin was so low, I was near death. So, off I go in the ambulance.
They hooked me up to intravenous and gave me 4 units of blood, which took 24 hours. I awoke around 12 AM, puking my guts out and I went into convulsions. I hate puking, and all I wanted was somebody to touch my shoulder and tell me it was ok to do. A male night nurse came into my room and gave me two receptacles to vomit in.
He left, but he was so kind it did help a little, psychologically, I suppose.
THE ENDOSCOPY (CAMERA DOWN MY STOMACH)
OR MAYBE IT WAS FROM A CUT THAT LET IT IN,
GAVE ME A STAFF INFECTION.
AT THE SAME TIME, I HAVE PNEMONIA....HEP C, VASCULITIS,AND KIDNEY DISEASE..
So, I lay there vomitting, DROWNING AND CHOKING ON MY VOMIT, SCARED AS HELL, GOING IN AND OUT OF CONSCIOUSNESS...
I FLOATED ABOVE THE BED AND SAW MY BODY-
I ALSO HAVE HAD AN INCREDIBLE THING HAPPEN-
I MET A POWERFUL BEING WHO SAYS SHE HAS BEEN WITH ME ALL OF MY LIFE-
AND-SHE WILL BE FOREVER.
I FELT HER INCREDIBLE ENERGY LIKE A COURSING STREAM OF ENERGY THROUGH MY BODY, AN INNER MASSAGE, REALLY-
FLOWING AND MOVING LIKE A DARK, MULTI-COLORED LIQUID-
NOW, I CLOSE MY EYES AND I AM WITH HER-INSTANTLY!
HER NAME IS ARTEMIS-AND SHE IS REAL! I SWEAR!
SOME WILL THINK THAT I'VE LOST IT AND GONE MAD FROM THE STRESS AND DRUGS I'VE BEEN ON FOR SO LONG-
I HAVE LOST MY MIND; AND FOUND MY HEART!
DURING THE NIGHT OF VOMITTING,
IT WAS ABOUT A 8 HOUR ORDEAL-
I DID DIE FOR A MOMENT.
THE AMAZING THING IS, I WAS CONSCIOUS AT THE TIME!
I HEARD A DIFFERENT TONE ON THE HOSPITAL INTERCOM,
'ROYAL JUBILEE, RENAL WARD ONE-CODE BLUE'
IT SOUNDED TWICE-I WAS SURE THEY WERE TLKING ABOUT ME ('CODE BLUE MEANS SOMEONE IS DYING!)
IT WASN'T ME-THE CALL I MEAN, BUT, I DID DIE FOR A MOMENT.
ARTEMIS BROUGHT ME BACK!
BELIEVE IT OR NOT.
OH, ANOTHER AMAZING THING IS, WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES NOW, I'M IMMEDIATLY WITH HER AND ALSO IN A DEEP, PROFOUND FIELD OF MEDITATION, WHICH IS WITH ME ALWAYS NOW, LIKE I'M LIVING IN TWO REALITIES AT ONCE!
AND ALSO, WITH EYES CLOSED, I CAN ACTUALLY SEE MUSIC!
ANYWAY, THAT'S THE LATEST...FOR THOSE WHO CARE TO KNOW. ARTEMIS HAS GIVEN ME SUCH DEEP,DEEP KNOWLEDGE-
I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL EVER COMPREHEND ALL OF IT.
I ACTUALLY CHANNELED HER LAST NIGHT!!!!!
I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO REVISE MY VIEW ON CHANNELING....HEEHEE
SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS, BUT THIS IS VERY BIG INFO I HAVE BEEN GIVEN, VERY, VERY SACRED KNOWLEDGE...
MAY ALL OF YOU AVOID THE BEASTS AND DEMONS I HAVE SEEN.
the way, brothers and sisters, I can tell you for certain; there is a heaven and there is a hell.
It's up to us,which place we are in.
If we live in doubt, fear and negativity, we are in hell. And, the deeper the doubt and the stronger the fear; the harsher the hell.
But, if we live in Love
we see that heaven has always been all around us and within us and we have simply been asleep, dreaming dreams of
fear and doubt....
Our minds are the great challenge here...we want to 'figure it all out'-
-and that will never happen.
It is not possible for the human mind to comprehend what
is 'Reality', because there are so many different levels
and varied forms of life energy on so many levels, and we can't see them, or, most of us can't....;)
Live in love
let go of the need to know and just Trust.
"We live (all beings)
on all levels of the multiverse/universe..
This is why it is so vital to prevent
the extinction of animals....
when a species is wiped out, becomes 'extinct'-
that level of energy that they are a biological manifestation of- also dissapears from the universe-
diminishing the very universe/multiverse
as that level vanishes.
This way, we, eventually, will also become extinct.
The larger animals carry and represent the greatest energies,
tiger, whale, elephant, deer, etcetera....
The smaller animals and insects support and hold the energy for the larger beings...
Rain forests and jungles are the lungs of the Earth...
Walk gently on this Sacred Garden."
-Artemis, through Lightlizard...
Live in Love
So much has changed for me recently.
And, I have to say, Honestly, as bad as this past year has been for me, I will never be able to describe the level of pain and suffering I have been thru, not looking for sympathy, just stating the bare truth here; I would not have had it go any differently, knowing what is at the end of this tribulation.
The gifts I have and am being given are so beyond belief!
Live in Love...
BELIEVE and RECEIVE!
Miracles are REAL!!!!
Let go of any doubt and desire to understand, and just let yourself accept that somehow, way beyond our ability to understand, we have the Power to
perform Miracles!!!
Blessings of Love and Light to you ALL.
LL;)
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- I believe 100% by #54130
18 y
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| Many occurrances are forming a vortex for the next mass conciousness leap. But you, why are you injecting interferon, and yourself no less!
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- Re: I believe 100% by LightLizard
18 y
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Well, it certainly isn't easy, I'll tell you. I have ALWAYS hated needles, so, I insisted on getting the 'pens' device, which is like a pen that you simply press down on a button and a cartridge inside delivers the drug into a mass of fat on my belly. I went to Chinese Medicine when I was first diagnosed. A Professor of the most Highly respected College of Chinese Medicine took me on as a 'class subject'.
He panicked when my swelling legs would not respond to any herbs he prescribed to me.(Kidney problems)
He called in his wife, a liscensed MD as well as an herbalist. She examined me, the western way, and told me I needed to buy a herbal tablet that her uncle in the States had developed, it would only cost me one thousand dollars a month! I would need three months of it, apparently- And, if I didn't get it, I would surely die, she stated. So, western medicine was my only option, I felt. Medical coverage-in Canada-does not cover any herbal treatments at all, and I am not what one would term 'wealthy'-financially speaking, that is. Good things are happening, though. My kidney specialist, for instance, was totally unmoved by my suggestions in the beginning of our relationship. And my protests about going on interferon fell upon deaf ears. But now, he has 'opened up' to so much. originally, he was adamant that food had no bearing on my condition. i persisted and he researched on the 'net. yesterday, he told me to eat beets, green,leafy vegis and yogurt, as well as drink plenty of cranberry juice.
I told him of a new treatment that I had found on the 'net. He looked it up-with great interest- and told me that he suspected that I was the type that did not respond well to interferon. So; the hearts and minds that have been opening all around me, tells me that my journey was, and is not -in vain, by any means.
http://www.all-natural.com/silver-1.html
http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=email_us&refer=canada&sid=aUY7v_R1PVL0
LOVE
~LL~
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