- Embracing God's Liquid Light of Love by Ren
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Blog: Uncovering The Starchild Within
During a meditation (a very brief 15 minute meditation) I asked the Holy Spirit to come and protect me and follow me on my guided journey. Most of my visualisations involved just myself but sometime back I began asking the Holy Spirit to protect me and help me not to be afraid to seek God's face.
Well anyway the first color that popped into my head was Violet/Purple-ish, White-ish...Well anyway, it was such a profound and bizarre spiritual experience, I will talk about it on Thursday when I'm home and have done another meditation to compare.
I know that the fibroids will not go away till I've made my peace with my life. So far I really do believe that I've internalised all of the emotions/challenges of living with people that don't necessarily regard me as family or see my presence as a welcomed one. I know that I must resolve the feelings of not having children right now and even though I do not use birth control, there's not much chance of us getting pregnant. Too many other challenges interfering with fertility. I didn't have this fibroid when I left home so it really can be nothing else.
I started using castor oil packs and so I'm going to start using that time as meditation time, specific guided meditations for my womb health.
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