- Carlene's Raw Food Bootcamp and stuff by Ren
18 y
4,715 7 Messages Shown
Blog: Uncovering The Starchild Within
So I enrolled in this weightloss bootcamp...http://www.rawfoodbootcamp.com for the overweight. It started out as a camp for morbidly obese women but since then she's started one for us 'thin' girls. Is that like jumbo shrimp or something to me??? LOL Anyway, my eating has been out of control and I've not been exercising so here it is. Plus it's only $25 a month. I decided to do it for one month to give it a try starting tomorrow. I'm ready with lots of green juice because up till recently I was drinking lots of coffee plus my period is coming. So much stress with the wedding preparations!
I had to submit a lengthly application. I printed it out and now I carry it around with me so I won't forget. It's something different and I enjoy juicing and eating salads and fruit. Right now with the craziness, I really need structure. Plus one of the big reasosn for getting healthy is having healthy babies. Today I got my test results back and my STDs and pap smear are ALL NEGATIVE. My blood work is NORMAL. I know that I dodged a real big bullet and my nine lives are just about USED UP.
My spiritual life is not where it should be. This weekend is my shower. I won't make it to church BUT I have precana with my fiance on Saturday. Somehow I must say a rosary or get to church, perhaps tomorrow morning. I've been attempting to reconnect with HIGHER SELF, MY higher self and when things are insane it's hard for me to find time to do that. I know that married life is a lifelong committment. It is going to be a challenge, esp. since my fiance and I are not rich. We are in fact 'poor' as far as having funds but I have three computers and high speed internet so my self pity is a bare minimum. I know that I am going to have to work to help him make more money. I'm almost sure the the deacon is going to make us talk about our money dramas. Right now I'm using cycle beads to keep track of my period because we're going to use NFP. He wants me to use a thermometer and I really try to get into it but it gets tedious and borrrrrring. My attitude is well if I get pregnant so be it and I know that aggravates him because he doesn't think he can afford children. According to the worldy definition we can't but I have no desire to birth my babies in hospitals or send them to school.
This is just the beginning!!!!
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- You are such a sweet thing! I like your spirit by jelequa
18 y
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having a baby within the first year of marriage- does put a big strain on the marriage
And if he doesn't really joyfully want and receive the baby- it causes further problems with your relationship with him
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- Hey Lady... Write!! by kerminator
18 y
1,387
You can do it, Lady... I see your power in the words you post... You have the ability to put out books and blogs which will allow you to sell CDs on the things that people really need... The true words of life and the guiding principles of the gospels in their lives... Just search your heart, and GOD will direct you to the right place...
I have been moving toward putting out my first book later this year... Stay tuned and I will fill you in on how and where to get yourself published... Keep up the positive attitude....
Blessed more than I deserve... Kermit
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- Admiration... by Dazzle
18 y
2,139
You are such a deep person, Ren.
I admire your thoughts and endeavors. You face situations head on. You plan and prepare, you bust butt. You refuse, REFUSE, to give up, give in, sit down, bury your head in the sand. You try to see things as they are instead of reaching for those rose colored glasses. And as such you can realistically persevere, overcome and WIN.
I like that about you.
I think you and Annaconda are going to be the most beautiful brides of CureZone.
*hugs*
~ Dazzle
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- Re: Admiration... by ren
18 y
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- Re: Admiration... by kerminator
18 y
1,327
I second the statement Dazzle wrote.... Persistence pays.... You seem to have faced and over come the many obstacles placed in your path dear Lady... Keep up your determination and you will raise some wonderful children... see Ya... Kermit
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