- I just want to cry by ren
14 y
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Blog: Nursing in the Raw
I accidently paid my mom's bill with my account and went negative. Really I could cry but that would be negating the desperate prayer I just prayed to God. Now going to mass today REALLY has not an ulterior motive (we're all sinful and always doing things for selfish reasons anyway aren't we?). It's right out in the open and I'm not ashamed to be a teenager and ask God for a little allowance. Not like I was spending it on something ridiculous. I was paying my mom's bills while she was away!
JEEPERS!!!
Switchwords
CANCEL- to stop beating up on myself for the OD on the checking account
TOGETHER-DIVINE-FIND-COUNT-PLETHORA-HOLE- money
DIVINE-TOGETHER-FOREVER-WITH-LOVE to have more appreciation for my husband and not be mad with him for something I did
I'll have to talk to you about switchwords later. I'm off to make coffee and go to mass. Well mass wont be so bad. I'll try to keep the focus on God. I just need to stay positive today. I dont really feel like eating anything, I just feel a little sad that I messed up.
http://www.daveramsey.com
This is a bump in the 'baby step' road.
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- Re: I just want to cry by Marigolden
14 y
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Hi Ren:
You're in my thoughts today. Your blog touched my heart. Been there and done that. Meant to do one thing and something completely different grows from it.
Your faith is inspirational!
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- Re: I just want to cry by ren
14 y
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| THANK YOU. I'm going to continue to be happy. Happy even though my husband isn't as hopeful about the outcome. One thing is for sure, I won't make the same mistake again! LOL
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- Lunchtime green smoothie...I just HAD to share! by ren
14 y
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half a tomato
left old greens and some fresh stuff
a banana
cherries
flaxseeds ground up in my coffee grinder
3/4 tsp of curry powder- I mean for real curry from my mother's country Trinidad and Tobago
cinnamon
filtered brita water (oops I forgot the prayer mason jar!)
-I'm going to start adding curry to one smoothie a day. My brain power isn't quite at the same level it was when I was taking ginkgo caps. The thing that's good about financial challenges is the whole creative angle. And oh yeah composting starts today! I'm not tossing old stuff out anymore.
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