Re: Why do some The White Light but others see A Gold Light?

Do you find it easier to have ogasms via self-pleasuring or during sexual intercourse with a man?
Were you having ogasms on your lovers?
If so, what kind of ogasms?
Can you feel your clitoris twitch?
Does your amrita flow?
Do you ejaculate? If so,
is it yellow, clear, white or milky?

I used to have a lot of lovers, but the sex was not satisfying. So I decided to hold men down and give myself an ogasm during sex instead of faking it, I got sick and nearly died. A guru said it was because I was leaking my essence. I stopped and felt much better.

Then I got a boyfriend who was leaking my essence and got a rash on my chest. I know he was leaking my essence because he told me so. When he went away the chest rash went away.

A couple years later I got another boyfriend. I told him I get a rash on my chest if men leak my essence. He said, "No way!" A couple of months later, I got a rash on my chest and showed it to him. He went away and never came back. My rash went away when he did.

Six years later I agreed to mutual self-gratification with someone. He got all excited and couldn't resist sticking his finger in my vagina when I had an ogasm. I got a rash on my chest. It was digital rape. He did not have my permission. He was not invited. I am still angry about it.

Maybe that is why I have a rash. Tweet