About having candida, mercury and wanting to commit suicide

I have both of these two and can't be normal again. I know someone who got so environmentally ill she couldn't live in a house anymore. I am about at that point. I tried to kill myself through starvation last night. It didn't work. I am too scared to do it any other way. I hope I do die soon. I have so much brain fog from the candida. I hope I get run over by a bus soon.

Thanks for letting me say anything. I hate what is wrong with me. Computers make me really sick. I hope I am dead soon. ANd no, any "pills" from the doctor will never help as my ability to "detoxify" is if I am lucky 15%.

Those pills make me worse. Colon hydrotherapy alleviates the problem a little bit.

My mother doesn't want to know and I have no other family.

Thanks for letting me get this off my mind. Tweet