That's wonderful, but it might be killing off the tapes that did it. I killed a bunch like you and after one really old big boy went I had to get my eyes recalibrated, my contacts would not work any more. went from 275 to 250 on one eye and 475 to 450 over night. What ever it is that makes things better I'm all for it. With all the hard work and effort you have put into healing your self and helping others you deserve it.