I Don't Have the Proper Words

Hoping someone here can help me to understand. There is a theory that I read about once here on CureZone that I wish to explore more fully. But I cannot seem to find it again. It is similar to birth order theory in that it has been proven that the childs' behavior and personality is strongly related causally to their birth order in the family. The theory I read here was to the effect that for those of us who had ancestors die in the holocaust - we may be living out the prejudice and discrimination that was meant for them. Kind of like that experience was meant for someone in our bloodline and since their premature death prohibited the full experience a descendant is destined to live it out. I am seeking to put understanding and order to an extremely abusive chaotic life in the workplace where I have endured extreme hatred and prejudice for more than a decade - until becoming too inexplicably ill to work at all anymore. I am sure that my illness is related to the behavior I received and I am just trying to understand it in light of that theory - to see if it fits. Because what I have experienced defies all logic. Can anyone point me in the right direction please? Or any other similar resources? Tweet