difficult to move the energy this morning. My own life is calling for attention. Little to give outside myself.

Date:   10/28/2007 11:47:35 AM ( 17 y ago)

Before 9 AM
October 28, 07

Waking up with a stiff left land
and one finger really hurting.

Clouds over my day.

Am I hurting myself by what I am doing?
Can I find the strength to go on?

Scott called in yesterday.
What can he do to help?
He wants to be responsible for his hours
of work exchange and help with Pac Sym
in less than ten days.

I can hardly thing to manage what
to tell him:

Fallen Bamboo in the meditation garden.
filling holes for Paris in the wall in his bedroom.

Oh my mind drifts to too many things around the house...
too uncomfortable to deal with. Not now.

___
Little Things,
Do little things.

Find something to be happy about...
Focus...

What little things?

rubber bands...
for the buckets... from Joe today.

Oh no...herb order coming...
Can I sell those herbs?

What prep...

Dominant energy this morning:

injured hand...

How long can I stay in denial about
this hand? Where am I headed with this?
What kind of injury is this.

Be Grateful, no sciatic pain right now.
shooting down my legs....

3:15 PM appointment with Nuva.

checks for Nuva...

check money in bank.

O.K now.
Thank you.



hang laundry...
get container from basement.

work with photos...
clear bed.

8:46 AM

Find the strength to go on.


___

T-Shirt to wear today?

Going to FM....

I am in no shape to put on the Organic Center T-shirt.
I better where something less outward.

I have no excess energy to give away to outside projects
today.

My inner family is calling for energy.

Too many needs inside myself to
where a shirt that indicates I am available to
give excess energy away.

I want to gather up some hangers now
and hang out the wet laundry I left undone yesterday

PAY ATTENTION!

Pay attention to what?

There is the smell of smoke in the air
and my throat has wants to caugh up something.

9:43 AM

Where do I find a spray bottle for the little seedlings
in the Mini Enchanted Garden?

___

Collen...Job's Tear necklace contact
with Schools for Chiapas?

He walks..does not ride in a car...


 

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