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Vision
(Dreaming a New Reality)
Recently I found out that I need to have cataract surgery. I have been freaking out. Lots of thoughts and worries.
Date: 10/29/2018 7:42:08 PM ( 6 y ago)
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Perception.
I want to see!
I think about my perception.
How long has my perception been skewed?
I worry at the thought.
Like a cow chewing their cud, my brain goes over and over the same issues.
Can't seem to see any new answers...
Can't see beyond the current reality.
I WANT TO SEE! I NEED TO SEE!
My eyes, now blurry, are not focusing well.
What if they are never able to see well again?
Worry. I play over and over that worry.
Out of the depths I have cried ...
Is it possible for anything to grow in the dark?
Yet because of the dark soul wrenching experiences in my life,
I have blossomed.
The fragrance of the night blooming jasmine lingers all around me.
The owl cries out to the moon as we tear off the clothes of yesteryear.
It is in this night that the quest continues.
In the quietness, I dream.
The earth lays its solidness before me.
In the emptiness of the past, I cry.
Yet the earth nourishes my being.
I soar to the mountain heights
which are unshakeable and steady.
Even though the chaos around me shakes and rattles,
I am filled with the power of the earth's center.
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