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My life
(Just my life)
This is a story about how I've lived and learned that you pick who you trust And tell those who are trustworthy you thaught so and emotions
Date: 3/2/2016 6:35:12 AM ( 8 y ago)
When i was about well when I was born I was born into a world of anger and stress. Because my dad is an alcoholic and has issues with anger. My mum however was in and out of hospital with blood clots in her lung and to make things worse she smokes behind my brother and i's back she thinks we don't know but we do. Anyway since my parents split my 10yr old brother and I get a ton of verbal abuse from here and not much love. Now a little bit about me two years ago now we found out i have fructose malabsorption and lactose intolerance witch makes eating hard. And expensive. Now that was abit of my background now to get on to story time
Two years ago now my dad had way too much to drink and he got mad at his mum. And because he was drunk he had lost all control and decided to put his motorcycle through the front window of here house. So me my mum and brother went and hid at our other grandmas house until it was safe to go home. Now that was the short version of it. My brother kept attempting to drown,cut or strangel himself. And my mum was on the phone to the police. Both of them were drenched in tears so I felt I had to be the strong one. I was totally destroyed incide but I stayed strong to take care of my mum and brother.
We didn't see dad for a few months after that. As time went by we started visiting him and eventually they shared us a week each.
About a year after that I started to see a physiologist and she diognosed me with stress,anxiety and depression. I wasn't put on medication or get any therapy I just had to learn to deal with wanting to kill myself and wanting to hide in the corner at parties and cry on my bed at home.
I'm still struggling but I think that eventually it MIGHT get better
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