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My emotional post at Rawfood Rehab
(Nursing in the Raw)
it's on today folks...work party but I'm bringing rawfood baby
Date: 5/19/2010 10:39:47 AM ( 14 y ago)
I just left a voicemail for my confessor. Things have been getting progressively worse physically for me. I do feel that the Lord is leading me in the direction of fasting, prayer and rawfoods to heal my stomach. I am just emotional right now because I've never had major health issues and now I have a health challenge with my challenge. I'm so glad Jesus has a lot of patience because I went to church after work and I could just picture him saying, "Where you been? You left me hanging!" and I have because I get so withdrawn when I'm worried about my health and the possibility of cancer. Why now?! Last night when I was in the sauna, I heard a little voice say, go back to what worked in the first place. I looked at my calendar for my first green smoothie feast when I lost 12 pounds (that's not really gained back!).
I'm sorry that I'm babbling. I'm just breaking down emotionally and feel so alone right now. I know that I'm not alone, God is with me and I have my garden but you guys know what I mean. I knew I had to post today. I can't keep this all to myself. I think I'm going to ask my priest for sacrament of the sick. Yeah it's hardcore. It's heavy spiritual warfare and I got nailed in the legs. One positive thing is that my husband is following through with his therapy. Praise the Lord!
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