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Sit Down????
(Plant Your Dream!)
in process...
Date: 10/30/2007 2:50:40 PM ( 17 y ago)
12:26 PM
October 30, 07
Do I dare sit down?
I feel discomfort in my angles right now doing it!!!
Just returned from doing errands
following my first visit to the Therapy Pool
in over a year.
The Pacific Symposium 07 is now eight days away.
The laundry list of things I want to suppress
is huge.
I am in rebellion right now about living in the city.
What a God awful thing to say!
The only thing that makes life bearable are relationships.
The Dream of bringing the Enchanted Garden down to earth
is a fantasy right now.
I do not have the physical will.
My main leak now is the frustration that I cannot sit
to work as much as I would like.
My hand tightens up as I type.
That doesn't sound like much of an affirmation,
but it feels like a reality in 3D.
Using some kind of a Roller under my foot right now
that touches the reflex points for the back.
I did more conscious stretching today
than in a long time.
Therapy pool?
It brings up stuff.
I have never liked my body and how it
compares to others.
Today I was doing my best to be compassionate
to the other hot water sitters.
How my God, what pain the must have endured
to get here! Most of us learn the hard way.
We breakdown before we do what we need to do.
What is their to be grateful for?
Let's see make a list:
1. I went out to see if I could buy floralite....
a flower preservative. I want to use it in the
buckets at the Symposium.
Had luck this morning. Three things I needed
were in proximity to each other.
I went to Mike's Foreign Auto after therapy.
The Red Light in the EG Mobile is coming on more than
ever!!!! I mean ever!!!! This has generally signaled bad news,
and at times, no starts. I had Mike check the oil. It was very low.
Visiting Mike is always reassuring.
Then I went to A16 camping right nearby to pick up
a new lock for the Joan Kroc center lockers.
I plan to go back. It will give myself 10 Brownie Points
if I go back today between 4-5. That would be a Win.
I generally thing of exercise as a waste of time.
The last time I had anything like this sciatic,
if that is what it is, I do not remember anything really helping.
It just went away on its own after six months.
The thought that I cannot sit as much as I want is
disheartening.
O.K., Leslie, please, Exercise will make a difference.
Therapy Pool: 1
Yes, keep a list!
Gratitude:
I stopped by a place to get some Floralite.
They did not recommend it, and said they did not use anything
but fresh water. I wanted Floralite.
Hey, I found some in the basement at the bottom of my Vases.
To Do: Set up the Enchanted Garden in the Living Room.
Put a note on the board.
Gratitude:
The box from Richo arrived yesterday
with all the herbs. I did not open it yet.
Gratitude:
This Rolly thing under my foot feels good
touching reflex points.
Gratitude:
I got a reply from Ryan.
The Rhimax Paper will arrive yesterday.
Gratitude:
I had the Togetherness in my spirit to write to Anthony Zolezzi.
He is a sponsor. I have not felt together enough until this morning.
I made a request.
I have included the Organic Center in my EG Campaign for 2007-2008 Season.
Gratitute: Believing there will be a 2007-2008 EG Season.
Gratitude: I am sitting here. I am sitting, rolling.
Gratitude: I am not being obsessive over any person right now.
Double Gratitude. Repeat the last sentence.
Gratitude: I found the Lime Bathroom spray I bought the other night at People's.
in the bag with the castor oil.
Gratitude:
I have the will to go to the EG Mobile and get the pots of growing herbs
there that are sitting.
Gratitude:
i have the will to bring in the other things I bought for Rhimax.
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