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Family Tree
God is Love, some say. Others define God
in ways that separate us from Love.
Date: 12/6/2006 10:10:59 AM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1822 times 9 AM
12/5/06
I see in my Mind's Eye a "Rekindling of Faith"
website.
I will put up photos of my family Tree.
I am remembering my aunt Rita back at Niece Eva's
Bat Mitzvah speaking to some Mystical connections.
Even though the family was not a Cohain (Sp?),
the ones that carry God's word so to speak,
there were some curious energetic bonds in the Tree
that identified unusual soul lineage. That, of course,
is my interpretation.
If the Tree had not been Interfered with by my Aunt Rita,
the outcome for the lineage today would have been quite different.
Matthew Fox,of Creation Spirituality,
in his book "Original Blessing"
says that the role of the Prophet is "to interfere."
My father had one sister and one brother.
Rita was the sister.
Gosh, the name of my father's brother slips out of my mind
right now. He is likely retired. He worked for the government
in D.C., for something like the FAA if I recall.
Solomon, my Dad, and his brother do not talk, last I heard,
or maybe things have improved.
Dad married Anne, my mother, who died when I was 12.
Solomon and Anne had two children. Leslie and Vivian.
I do not talk too much to Vivian, my sister, sorry to say.
Vivian married Jack, and they had four kids.
I have never been married. The end of the "Goldman" name lineage,
so to speak, from this end.
Eva is the youngest of Vivian's kids. I have my best communication
with her. Last I saw her was earlier this year. She was a guest
at the OHI, Optimal Health Institute, here in San Diego, located
about 20 minutes down the street, about eight miles away.
Eve lost a lot of weight at the OHI, and really enjoyed that program
that was influenced originally by Ann Wigmore, and old Essene ally
Victoras Kulvinskas.
Eva has an open mind to many things. She is also Shomer Shabbat,
observant on Saturdays. She has special rules for Shabbat
that are common for the Orthodox tradition.
Her oldest sister and two brothers are in various brands of
Judaism, including her oldest sister, an Ultra Right Hungarian
lineage. Her sister, married to the one in the Hungarian Lineage,
has seven kids. There is a place in Israel where they, on Shabbat,
if you break certain rules, will throw rocks at you. Check me on that.
Aunt Rita, Solomon's sister had four kids. The youngest
had freedom streaks. I believe as a teen, she came West
and wanted to practice Yoga. I was in College at the time,
but never told of her visit. I was already identified
as a runaway, I imagine from the fold. Aunt Rita came and got her,
or maybe it was Solomon, who leashed her and send her home.
She developed MSC at any early age, gave up Judaism,
and joined the Jehovah's Witnesses. I get Watchtower
publications from her about three or more times a year,
and questions like:
"Do you feel that the following Bible Prophesy found at Matthew
24;22 is being fulfilled today? "and many false prophets will
arise and mislead many."
Actually, I do believe that false prophets have
arisen. From my point of view,
some of the worst are out to make profits
no matter what, but that is another story.
I was listening to Burt Bialek, the other night, at the Jewish
day of learning at Rabbi Wayne's.
Burt was speaking about Creation being Love's Awakening.
In the Essene work, they say, "God is Love."
I have long time witness to the destruction of love through Religious
practice.
Something in the mind goes South, and God is used as a way to
cut one self off from family.
Eva is a fount of genuine caring and affection.
She grew up loving the children of her eldest sister,
the eldest of my sister Vivian.
At a certain point, the loving kids were told they could no
longer visit Eva on shabbat. Her home was not "Kosher" enough,
even thought she is likely 100 x more Kosher than me. As the
years go by, the kids come more and more into the Hungarian fold.
They all live in a spiritually walled in place in L.A.,
not far from the area where I went to High School.
I saw the same phenomena with Harpo, one of my Spiritual Fathers,
when he went over to Jesus. A lot of missed love seemed to be
lost, when we were no longer on the same spiritual map.
There is a place inside where my inner kid rants
at all the loss of love in the world. He takes it quite
personal and does not understand. Sometimes, he gets
very lonely, and often scared.
Twin Soul/Best Friend, the woman I relate to most intimately,
was on my case last time I saw her for holding on to Victim
consciousness RE: the Desertion I felt when my dad asked
that I stop yelling back at my stepmother when she yelled at me.
"You are ruining my marriage!" he said. "Stop yelling!"
My step mom left. Dad grieved, and then went on a world search
for her. I was left with a housefull of furniture and Jewish family
artifacts. One included Magnolia, the '52 Chevy that lived through
1971 as my vehicle. Solomon never taught me to drive, even though
driving was incredibly important for me as a male youth
going through rites of passage in my
puberty years.
Jack, Vivian's sister, was the one who taught me to drive Magnolia,
God rest his soul. He recently passed away.
I agree with Twin Soul/Best Friend that we do not have to
approach these wounds from a place of Victimhood.
She pointed out how difficult it must have been
from my step mom's point of view, or for my dad,
to be going through so much hardship raising the Wild Young
Man I was.
It was Aunt Rita, the one with all the Chutzpah
in the family, who intervened, the summer I graduated
College, to pick me up and deliver me to Dr. Bernard
Jensen's door.
She had already had a Cancer years before, and had
been successful treated at the Contreras Clinic in Tijuana.
She was aware of Jensen's work.
I read about Jensen in the back of a book by
Paavo Airola, "Are You Confused?"
Yes, I was.
Aunt Rita got Dr. Jensen on the phone and made
an appointment to go down and see him in Escondido.
He put me on my first health program way back in
1972. I moved to the Hidden Valley Health Ranch
the summer of that year.
Over the years, Eva, and some of Vivian's kids
came to visit me at Dr. Jensens. Eva came to visit
me at Harpo's and to this day has never forgotten them.
Over the years, when I visited the Hungarian Lineage,
the main link between us were plants and seeds.
The Kids were mystified by the EG Mobile.
Even some of the Hungarian Lineage Kids, have visited
me here at home, and from time to time, some of Vivian's
other kids as well have called me in when they needed
health advice.
For the record, it was Michael Besancon, the current
president of Whole Foods Market in my region, who originally
introduced me to "The Essene Gospel of Peace."
He was a partner in the restaurant in the San Fernando
Valley called "Follow Your Heart."
Dr. Jensen was a part of the Essene Soul Group Lineage.
He considered the Essenes among his favorite Cultural heroes.
Jensen was a personal friend of Edmond Bordeaux Szekely,
the 20th Century Essene Renaissance pioneer.
When I showed up at my first Essene Seminar in 1977, Szekely
very soon thereafter ordained me as an Essene Minister based
my what he saw in me. Much of that was brought to the surface
by Dr. Jensen, who set me on my path.
My dad Solomon met Dr. Jensen at his ranch, and I believe
met Harpo as well. He had the greatest respect and loving
feelings for the two of them.
In my Essene days with [ ], we once did a reading
on my family. In fact, Aunt Rita happened to be in L.A.
from Israel at a time he was he town.
[ ], in a trance, identified Solomon, as a Priest who
was close to Solomon, the King. He also pinpointed some
mystical relationships about Aunt Rita, that stunned her;
however, her belief system did not let them in.
From an Essene point of view, we choose our parents
for Soul growth.
I love that the same bloodlines that created me
are running through those Hungarian descendants
and devotees of Jehovah's Witness.
I imagine it will lead to Peace on Earth
in some odd way or another.
Over the years, I have always gone out of my
way to show loving kindness to my step mom.
Leslie
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