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Why are you this way?
Sermon on the Mount...
Date: 7/22/2005 11:56:31 AM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1373 times Today is one of the most powerful
mornings in my life.
How good will I allow it to be?
i have composed a fundraising letter.
i am refining it.
It is going out to industry leaders.
All the work I have been doing in the last
months night and day is coming together.
i will use my resources to contact
friends and allies in the natural product industry
and others like you to get the support I need
to pull off the Three "Enchanted Gardener Lunches"
at the Hilton San Diego Resort August 5-6-7.
I would like the world to get now that being an
Enchanted Gardener and taking up residence in the
Enchanted Garden is not just about some
strange and revealing person named me.
Being an Enchanted Gardener in the world is about
you.
it is about you--being all you are intended to be
in spite of whatever narrow places have created
confusion inside you and stand in the way of
Heaven, Earth, and Humanity coming together
through you.
I am about to create a miracle...boxes and boxes
of the finest inspired Heart and Soul products will be
given to Chef Hermann Schaefer, exec of the HIlton
to be used in his organic meal preparations.
I want both of us to be stunned by this.
I would like you each of us, and the HIlton Management
to see that Organic Celebration is the Way.
If a person holds a vision--
we can do anything, even if a part of us
has proof day by day that we are not feeling our best
and are exhausted.
Please, believe me.
I understand. I know surgery.
i know having used up a rainforest of trees
in toilet paper in the last year.
I know heartbreak. i know confusion,
and i know the gardening tools necessary
to bring love and success into my life and those around me.
I am really surprised that i could be sleeping so little
for weeks now and wake up every day with good juice.
Somebody must be Loving me! Is it you,
or God, or Mother Earth, or me doing what needs to be done
that brings doing our best?
i know what it is to uplift because i have been uplifted
by some of the greatest Souls this planet has seeded.
So now is the time.
This morning, as i wrote the fundraising letter
and choose photos for "Lettuce Grow Together!"--
the slide show and photo exhibit.
I am sensing a narrow place inside that is coming to light
and wanting to tell me that is had been hurting.
IT is these unconscious places that prevent us from
entering the garden. IT is these places that possess us
to avoid, and do it the way we do because we do not
want to be beaten down one more time by some
character archetyple who yelled at us 30 years ago
and made us grow crooked.
So now is the time, and this is the place,
and the Mother Earth ask us to be
Woman Rising, and Man Listening
and enjoying the joy of simply accepting
and loving those close to us as they are.
In giving freedom, we are freed.
Here is something I just overheard
I was about to release the letter
and let myself succeed.
Please, i am speaking about a narrow place
inside me--a BUT...a but that has prevented movement
in a direction.
Please, do not be afraid to look at your BUTS,
your REASONS...Day by day we bang our heads
against the same four walls imaging we cannot shift
the walls. We have to shift the Feng Shui, the flow
of energy so we can move, and dance, and receive
all that is naturally ours.
So here I am, a kid dressed half naked in an Tribal
gathering at Camp Max Straus where the jewish big brothers
send the difficult rebellious kids. I am eight years old.
They choose four boys to get the feather of the East, West,
North, Soul. i got the yellow feather for the South and am
called up. Pretty good for a kid who wanted to be an athlete
like my friends but was afraid of the ball.
So here I get the award,
and then the other kids shunned me.
"He did not deserve that!!!!"
I remember crying myself to sleep
and here that lille feeling i feel this morning
right now that tells me I do not deserve
the wealth that belongs to the Enchanted Gardeners.
Yes, yes, i know...i am wealthy.
I have more than my needs met everyday,
but...(But? I would like....and like...and want...
and would be happier if....
Do you get it? What is keeping you from really
being a columnist in the LA Times?
You certainly have the mind for it,
and the ability to learn how to do it
if given half a chance...
So step by step organically...
allow the celebration to begin.
What keeps me from working round the clock
and imagining a person cannot have the energy for
this or that or this or that
when the universe is nothing but love and energy
that is dying to get through us?
Amen,
Your EG
Godda run...
Appointments with Destiny..
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