Today is Tuesday july 11, 2015. I am beginning This checkin lying in bed.
life is after all a story to be told. I have done my best to tell my story.
this will be my fourth year where one of the deepest passions of my life has been to go to the national heirloom expo, the world's fair. Food. The events this year or September 8-10 in Santa Rosa California.
Each year I have driven my 68 VW van to the event from San Diego, a distance round-trip of more than 1700 miles. There is always been for me some degree of challenge about taking this trip.
Two of the three years my partner in life help me drive. This year she's moved on to a new relationship, most recently and this is a factor in my head. I'm still feeling a lot of the emotions that come with separating from someone who has been a foundation pillar.
The other major factor influencing my progress is my personal health at this time.
I'm having uncomfortable feelings in my lower limbs. Sometimes I move a certain way and I get the feeling of an electric shock.
I haven't had the energy to clean up very well, and writing is the most consistent activity I do well.
The messes in my office space, The absence of a dear partner, The frequent need to make sure the house has no vacancies, and these undiagnosed pains and discomforts in my body, as well as active kidney Stone issues, make me question taking my 68 VW on the road, and yet this-- Enchanted Garden Mobiles Journey to Win Back Our Sacred Seeds-- is my primary theme for 2015.
These lower leg and pains I have been with me for more than 13 weeks.
During this time I've continued to write, spending more than a solid month writing my tips to win mac are sacred seeds.
Please read that article I put a lot of work into it.
I'll be back to write more. The story continues....
1:36 pm
I have been putting up a video on YouTube all day and working on a request for funding. My body doesn't like sitting. I feel discomfort.
6:31 pm
. I spent about four hours sitting putting up youtube from mam sd and writing a fund request For trip and my low back hurts. Could be kidney pain. I feel stymied. Hesitate to turn in request. My overriding MO has been to challenge myself to do things trusting I would have the energy when it was time to go. Not sure this time. Discouraged to move forward. Please watch the video.
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