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More Nightmares, January 28, 2011
More Nightmares, January 28, 2011
Date: 1/28/2011 11:57:52 AM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 26736 times
10:13 pm
January 28, 2011
Lot of stressful feelings today, but
made some accomplishments.
I was able to upload Photoshop Elements
4.0 updated to my MacBook Pro just now.
The first time it would not work. I did it again.
I produced the Art above as the first work.
"Me" could have been capitalized.
I also was able to hook up the
SimpleTech to the Mac Book Pro,
as well as the Iomega. I copied most of the
Iphoto Libraries onto the Iomega.
This is just one little thing, but my computer
gives me some peace when it is organized.
I have not had access to all my Iphoto Libraries
in one place.
My mind has felt fragmented by events at the house.
This is a good move. I can go into creative spaces
when I am working with my IPhotos.
I also got some good support from Tony Lanzi
of Hitachi. He is replacing the third defective
Duo Pro 2.0 that I bought at Frye's with a more
professional G Technology Raid. I am hopeful this
will be more solid of an external drive for back up.
I also got a call from Heather Smith of the Press
section of New Hope. My press credential is approved.
I am in a state of collapse at the house with
my vision here, but hopefully I can find a way through this.
I am still not clear of the future. I am split,
but it does not seem practical when I imagine moving
from here now. I am in paralysis about my notebooks.
Lurrae spoke about a new chapter.
I am also feeling out of integrity with my coach.
She advised me to move. I did some healing of relationships
here, but they are still dicey.
I need a breakthrough.
10:22 pm
Next:
I am going to move my latest address book
here to the Mac Pro...
Later I will upgraee on the Imac.
to snow leapoard, after I can make a back up
with the G Raid.
It helps being able to do some of my work, not just
house stuff.
More nightmares.
I was in some kind of beautiful garden environment
and I was well appreciated.
Ariella Shira was with me in the dream.
A beautiful heavy piece of tropical fruit
was up above attached to a candleabra.
A bug bit the stem that attached it and it fell on me.
It was a beautiful environment,
but the foundation was unsafe,
or I was unsafe in the environment
from things falling on me.
SPEND TIME YESTERDAY
I spent time yesterday
on something very pleasant
that took my mind off problems here
at home. Is that all it would take,
just to be in an environment where I did not have
to be consumed by all the relationship issues here?
They are all consuming.
When they are not filling the space in my mind,
something else is now.
I do not know how to extricate myself from the issues
that are overwhelming my ability to live.
This feels very serious.
I do not have any solutions.
Looking for something to do now that is helping
me get out of bed.
I cannot see myself out of this predicament.
I am surrounded by years of build up materials,
mainly notebooks, and some books.
There must be some positive things I can do now.
I want to accomplish something right now.
There is a back up going on that appears to be working
on the Imac.
9:57 am
CLEAR WITH JACK?
That would be useful information.
Call Tiff to ask.
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